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i am a vet, from time in the army, my job was infantry. i am currently attending collage for a mechanical engineering degree. once i am done i will be returning to the active duty life forbidden. i am born texan dixie raised. like the army K.I.S.S. method (keep it simple stupid) i can be summed up in to three concepts, Goth/Soldier/Country boy. sadly i don't know any goths or vampires in my town so in affect i am on my own. also if there any in my area please shoot me an email i would like to get to know more people like me. i have for some time known that i am a vampire or a descended of an old blood line. i have also have had a strong sensitivity to sunlight on my eyes for as long as i can remember. and i have never cared for summer heat. i have always been able to feel energies around me and i have always felt dead and tired when i haven't been around people or nature. it always made me feel so much better when i do. some of my more spiritually sensitive friends have said that i seem to eat the dark energies around me and by doing so purify the space around me, as a result my aura has always been dark, those that can see it have said it was a dark lavender color. i also have a slight anemia. but not the kind were i have to take pills every day just every now and then when i feel my red meat craving coming on. i am personally looking for other covens in my area so i can better understand it since i have only known one vampire in my life and he never gave me much info in a time i was uncertain of what i was.(in that respect he could be a real dick) i am a christopagan (christian/pagan) so i do believe in the kinda things that wiccans and other witches do but i have held fast to my christian beliefs just without the crap dogmas. if you are a pagan and feel offended by my beliefs i am sorry thats just how i am but if you are Christian and feel offended !@#$ off.