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Why try to fit in, when you're born to stand out?!
The name is Kellie or most people call me Kel Kel or Bells. I am 24 years old; almost 25, and I have lived in PA my whole life. I have an older brother who sometimes literally drives me insane, but we get along and hang out with the same crowd. I have spent my whole life without a father, but I don't expect or want pitty from anyone. I know that my father was a great man and he didn't leave me by choice; his life was taken from him when he was young, but not a day goes by without thinking of him and how my life would be now, if he were still here. My mother has been my hero for as long as I can remember. It's not easy losing your husband at a young age and raising 2 kids by yourself. She has been through a lot of tough shit in her days and she has done the best she can for herself by claiming a job with the state and actually being able to retire in 12 years without worry. She is the kind of person who can make you feel about 1 inch tall just by talking to you, if you have wronged her in any way. I get my independence and attitude from her and I could never ask for a better mother. She is the kind of mother who calls your phone every single time she hears sirens, just to make sure you're ok. No matter how much trouble you have caused for yourself, she sticks right by you and doesn't give up on you. I know that whatever comes my way, my mother will be right there with me to help me through it and not a lot of people can say that about their mothers.
The one thing I stand for is being yourself. Who cares what other people think of you, their opinions don't matter anyways. Don't ever hide from what you believe in and don't ever think less of yourself. People talk a lot of shit, but the key is NOT to listen to them, because they don't know what it's like to be you. People are always going to judge you before they get to know you, it's a part of life. My life has been a lot easier and less stressful, because I live by what I stand for. People have always made their own judgments and opinions about me and yes, they do hurt when I hear them, but I don't believe them. I am who I am and if people don't like it, then they need to stay the hell away from me. I'm not afraid to say what's on my mind and sometimes I make myself look like an ass, but you what that's who I am. I have very few friends that I trust. They are the people I can call at 4 in the morning and vent until my heart is content, which could take a while. Life is to short to always be looking over your shoulder, waiting for something bad to happen, so you turn around and face it head on and trust me, you'll feel a lot better about yourself when the situtation is done and over with.
I'm the kind of person who will treat you with the same respect that you give me. I don't trust most people, because they usually let you down. When you first meet me, it is your job to earn my trust if that is what you want and that also could take a long time. I will be the first to tell you that I have a bad attitude, flaws and I curse a lot. I'm VERY opinionated and will always tell you what I think whether you like it or not. I am also a walking contradiction. I have no problem with giving you what you deserve, because Karma doesn't always satisfy me. If you ASK for my opinion, I will give you the truth, even if it's not what you want to hear. I am fun to be around and can be very loud if I'm in that kind of mood. I have many moods and depending on which one you catch me in, will tell you what kind of person I am through your eyes. You may like it, you may not, it's that simple. I am not here to satisfy you, so don't even think about asking me to cyber. You have your own interests and I respect that, but I also think that cybering is disgusting and it is NOT something I do.
"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace"
Jimi Hendrix
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