About Me:
Hello to all. My name is Alexandria or Angelique. Which ever you'd perfer to call me. I am sixteen years old and, I'm not trying to brag or anything but this is what I've been told so, don't be mad or think I'm bratty. But, eh.. My friends and family say I act older and I look older. But, I don't think so. I think I act like a child.
But, at any rate. I am from the country state of Alabama. Don't call me a redneck because I will prove you wrong. But, anyways.. My hobbies include listening to music such as Beethoven, heavy metal, rock, instremental music, ect. Sorry if I spelled some things wrong, I'm a horrible speller.
My Zodiac Sign Personality Traits & Information
Pisces - The Fish (February 19 - March 20)
Pisces is the 12th sign of the Zodiac and is represented by two fish swimming in opposite directions. The two fish symbolize the internal struggle of the soul within a Pisces. Often, the fish are swimming away from each other in a circle representing life after death or reincarnation. Pisces is considered a feminine or negative sign. Feminine signs are considered more passive, receptive and sensitive than masculine/positive signs.
The Astrological birth sign of Pisces (February 19 - March 20)is usually associated with being extremely creative, sensetive, and artistic, as well as a healthy fascination with the metaphysical and spiritual.
Pisces are the most intuitive and spiritually developed of the zodiac birth signs.Aptly called "old souls", Pisces thirst for spiritual knowledge and personal growth. They are the twelfth, and last, of the Zodiac signs, and as such, tend to have a more finely tuned intuition, sixth sense or extrasensory ability to perceive others feelings.
The duality of the Pisces personality is best described as a constant ebb and flow,back and forth, straddling the physical, material world and the ethereal, divine realm where Pisces vivid imagination, powerful intuition and creative daydreaming feel like home.
Pisces are creators. Pisces are common as inventors, writers, musicians, painters, and dancers. Pisces make great friends and mates. Pisces are extremely loyal and caring. Pisces often possess uncanny intuitive or psychic abilities.
PISCES - February 19 - March 20. Pisces is the 12th sign of the Zodiac and is represented by two fish swimming in opposite directions. The two fish symbolize the internal struggle of the soul within a Pisces. Often, the fish are swimming away from each other in a circle representing life after death or reincarnation. Pisces is considered a feminine or negative sign. Feminine signs are considered more passive, receptive and sensitive than masculine/positive signs.
Pisces are sensitive, humane and often idealistic. People born under this sign react emotionally to everything making them compassionate and sensitive to those around them. Rather than taking an analytical approach to life, pisces react to the feelings of others and as a result can be very influential when they choose to be. In the right situaltion a Pisces can be capable of incredible deeds. The positive nature of a Pisces and the fact that they are tuned into the feelings of others makes them socially popular.
Being able to read and react to situations makes Pisces one of the most adaptive signs in the Zodiac. They are very intuitive and as a result can be flexible and prosper in many different situations. The intuitive nature of Pisces also makes them a very creative and imaginative sign. Pisces are often artists, writers and dreamers. The strong intuition of a Pisces can also mean that they are very spiritual.
ELEMENT: Water Pisces is one of 3 water signs in the Zodiac, all of which share similar characteristics. Water signs are typically sensitive, emotional (sometimes vulnerable), creative, sensitive and melancholic. The other water signs in the Zodiac that share these characteristics are Cancer and Scorpio.
PLANETS: Jupiter & Neptune Two planets, the lucky Jupiter and sensitive Neptune rule Pisces. Jupiter, lord of the gods, fuels a thirst for knowledge and understanding in Pisces and provides a natural lucky streak for the sign. Neptune, king of the sea, provides the sensitive and spiritual qualities in Pisces. Neptune is associated with idealism and compassion, but also with confusion & deception making Pisces the most impressionable sign in the Zodiac.
PISCES QUICK FACTS
Symbol: Fish
Element: Water
Ruling Planet: Jupiter/Neptune
Birthstones: Amethyst, Aquamarine
Colors: Aquamarine, Amethyst, Mauve, Sea Green
Gemstones: Amethyst, Emerald, Aquamarine, Bloodstone, Moonstone, Catseye
Flowers: Water Lily, Orchid, Lotus, White Poppy, Lilac
Metals: Platinum, Metallic Pewter
Body: Feet, Immune System, Lymphatic System
Hobbies and Interests:
Anyways, my other hobbies include reading and writting poetry, reading anything that catches my interest, swimming, drawing, and just laying down on a cool night outside and watching the stars out of bordom.
Also, I will admit I am into bondage. Though yes, I am a virgin but I do enjoy doing the Master/Slave bit. I've been doing it for at least two years now as the role of a slave. I love being dominated and controled. I came here looking for a Master. I also came her looking for new friends. I've found many. All are very kind and sweet. I'd love to meet more people who are into the same things I am into. Perhaps, I may find someone/some people who can talk to me about the Master/slave thing. I'd love to talk people who are interested in this area. Please, I don't mind talking to people about this subject. In fact, I honestly love talking about it. I love to be in pain. I love being controled. I love being powerless. I love being submissive. I love it all.
Now, I know some people out there who are reading this are thinking that I'm too young to know what the BDSM lifestyle is, and that I shouldn't be giving away my freedom to someone who I might lose in a few weeks or months, and blah blah blah blah . . Just shut up. Shut the fuck up. I don't want to hear it. This is me. This is my life. This is who I am. I am a submissive young women who enjoys being controlled and who loves having pain inflicted upon me. When my Master is controlling me, I feel like myself. Like I'm myself. I feel loved, protected, cared for, and cherrished. It takes soo much trust in a M/s relationship. You have to trust this person with Your health, education, mind, body, soul, and heart. You have to be willing to let them take care of You, just as You take care of them.
If you have a problem with how I see my life, I suggest you exit my profile right now. I love pain. That's how I am. That's how I live my life. I am a submissve person who loves to be controled and in pain. This is me. Like it or leave it.
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Favorite Music:
I have a lot of favorite music and musical bands. Right now, I have two all time favorite bands: Anberlin and Story of the Year. I am in love with their music right now. If you haven't heard their songs yet, look them up on google and listen to them. Hopefully you'll like them as well.
But, returning to the other bands and such I like. Hehe.. I guess I should get those out of the way as well. Here they are: Favorites Bands, should be more like it. But, at any rate, here are my favorite bands: My Chemical Romance, H.I.M , Vampire Weekend , Panic! At the Disco , All American Rejects , Skillet , Disterbed , Slipknot , Paramore , Three Days Grace , Red Jumpsuite Apparaus , Papa Roach , (some) Nickleback , Linkin Park , Hinder , Goodnight Nurse ( A band me and my cousins came up with. Hehe.. We did a rock remix of 'Milkshake') , Evanescence, Green Day , Flyleaf , Apocalptica , Metallica , and The Veronicas.
One person who I just love isn't a band but a musical writter and piano player. Beethoven, of course. I love his music. My favorite one by him is his legedary 'Moonlight Sonata'. I just adore his work.
Favorite Movies:
Movies. Ah.. Movies, movies, movies. I don't really watch movies that much. Frankly, I rarely watch T.V as it is, every since I'v started working on my poetry. But, if I have to say, my favorite movies would have to be 'Underworld' (the first movie) , 'Twilight' , 'Jennifer' , 'Lady In The Water' , 'Friday the 13th' , and that's it. Hehe.. Short, huh?
Favorite Books:
Oh, dear Lord. I have so many, I don't know where to begin. Ugh.. Let's see. Well, I love every book, story, and poem ever done by the great Edgar Allan Poe. He is, and always will be my favorite author of all time.
Other books I enjoy reading are Stephen Meyer's 'Twilight' sega ( Don't kill me for liking it. It's a good series. Tho, the movie stunk.) , Kiss Them Goodbye by Stella Cameron , Vampire Interrupted by Lynsay Sands , Blood The Last Vampire by Mamoru Oshii , Melissa De La Cruz's 'Blue Blood' series, P.C. and Kristen Cast's 'House Of Night' series , Chika Shiomi's manga series 'Yurara' , Matsuri Hino's manga series 'Vampire Knight' , Arina Tanemura's manga series 'Full Moon O Sagashite' and Natsuki Takaya's manga series 'Fruits Basket'.
Really, I am open minded to almost any kind of books. As long as it's not one of kiddy books that has about five pages of nothing just three words on each page. Hehe..
Describtion:
Oh.. And.. For those of you who want to know what I look like.. I guess I could give you a description even though I consider myself to be ugly.. Um.. I have red hair, curly(ish) at times, blue eyes that look green or, as someone said the other day 'gravestone grey'... I'm 5'3 1/2, I guess you could say slinder(ish) but I think I'm fat.. And, I'm covered in freakles from my head to my toes.. Well, let me correct myself, I have freakles everywhere except my neck, back, feet, and.. Um.. Nevermind. Not going there.
Conclusion:
Anyways! I think that's all you need to know about me. If you're looking over my profile out of bordom please, add me. I'd love to make new friends and get to know new people. Thank you for taking your time to read over this. I promise you I'll be a great friend to the end.
Proud Member of the House of Ancient Wisdom
Decription of Default Photo:
Alright, most of you probably look at my default picture on VR or if you've seen my Myspace, their and thought "What happened to her forehead? Is that a prop? Is it just makeup for the picture?" Well, no. It's real. And here is the story of what happened to my forehead. Try not to laugh. I was being an idiot that day.
One March 14, 2009 I was at home with some friends, Sarah ****** and Caleb ********. My mother, at the time, was at work and I had snuck the two teenagers into my house, to hang out. As they sat upon my couch, chatting and such, I was running around the house doing housework. ( Example: Cooking, cleaning, washing clothes, dusting, ect.) All before my mother was to return that night. At any rate, I told the two friends that if my grandmother or any other relative of the family was to show up while they were there, that they were to run to the back of the house and hide in my mother closet. They agreed and then time went by till Sarah had to leave. Caleb was the only one among up that was able to drive. Before Sarah and Caleb had to leave, Caleb asked me to show him the closet that they were suppose to hide in if any of my family members showed up. I showed him to the back of the house to my mothers room, opening her closet door and sayings 'Ta da. It's big, isn't it?' He then dashed in. I could only look at him and laugh. It was dark and he didn't turn the light on. I told him to get out but he grabbed my wrist and tugged me in. So, I laughed and walked in, with him shutting the door behind him. Caleb is such a fool, I thought. He was laughing and whispering things like "They'll never find us!" or "Now we can kill and no one will find us!" I could only laugh. Then, I felt him through the darkness touching my cheek. I looked in his direction and I was about to ask if he was ready to go when all of a sudden, he kissed me. On the lips. I gaspsed into the kiss as he did, freezing in shock as my eyes widen. He then pulled away and chuckled, walking out of the closet. I could only stand there in shock for a few more moments before dashing out of the closet and into the living room, to tell Sarah bye and make sure she didn't think anything weird was going on between me and Caleb who, was both of our really good friends. So, they left. While they were gone, I finished cleaning the house before taking a small nap on the couch.
An hour or so later, Caleb returned, waking me up. Well, he awoken me and we spoke for a few moments before he kissed me again. I gaspsed once more into the kiss. He had acually kissed me on the lips. Again. Well, I didn't know what to do but kiss back so I did. Then, I pulled back. He was smiling at me and I just continued to blush. My face felt as though it would melt off due to my blushing. Then, he grabbed my face and kissed me once more, causing me to fall backwards onto my back, back onto the couch again. Then he pinned me down and kept kissing me. I wanted to move, my brain told me to move but my body remained motionless, kissing back. Finally, after a while, he let me up and chuckled at my bright red cheeks. I couldn't help but to blush again, laughing at myself a bit. Well, then he asked if I'd like to leave and go for a ride. Just then, my mother called. I told her a little white lie. "Mom, Caleb stopped by and wanted to know if I could go out to eat with him. May I, please?" She said I could on one condition: We'd have to get her something as well. We agreed and left. About 16 - 20 minutes later, we arrived in town and stopped by Days Inn, the hotel my mother works at. We walked in, picked up the money to buy her food with and left. She said she wanted something from Sonic so, we stopped there and order her something there. ( A chilly cheese dog with fries and a coke). When we stopped the car, ordering the food, we took off our seatbelts. As we waited, we spoke with a friend of Calebs. Then, a few moments later, the food arrived. We took it, thanked them, and left. Unfortuantly, we forgot to put our seat belts on...
As we were driving down the road, not even close to a mile from Sonic, we came to a red light. There was a car in front of us so, I looked to my left and saw him coming to a stop. The breaks weren't working. His face switched from a happy to a shocked face as he clutched the wheel, jerking it to the left to advoid hitting the car. It failed. At 7:13pm, we hyperventalated ( excuse me for my spelling ) and hit the car in front of us.
The sound that was made was unforgetable. I caught a glimps as I saw Caleb being launched forward, hitting the windsheilf, followed by myself. I closed my eyes, throwing my arms up in that mila-second to advoid hitting my head. I failed. I felt my head hit the windsheild but it felt like a small bump. I was thrown back as I opened my eyes, panting heavily. I turned to look at Caleb who immedently turned to me, asking if I was alright. I tried to speak but no words escaped my lips. I then started to feel something running down my nose. I lifted my hand up, feeling my forehead before looking at my hand. It was dark. All I was able to see was a puddle of black ink in my hand. I opened my lips as a loud scream of horror escaped. I wasn't screaming at the fact that I was bleeding. I was screaming at the fact that I was bleeding so much. I looked up at Calab, almost crying as he yelled and orded me to get out of the car.
I dashed out of the car, screaming and crying as blood was begining to gush down my face and onto my clothes. I had looked up, due the the fact that Caleb was yelling at someone and cursing like a sailor. He was yelling at the women we had hit. She was saying that she had children in the van and telling us that we were in trouble. I didn't like the way she was talking so I screamed as loud as I could. It was raining very hard, which drowned out the loudness of my scream but none the less, it was a scream. The women looked up at me, raised a hand towards me as if to silence me and said 'Shut up!'. I was shocked. Caleb called her a bitch and told her to call 911. He rushed me under a nearby roof as the paramedics arrived, following the police. I wasn't crying due to the fact that I was hurt. I was crying because I was afraid of what my mother would say. I was shaking in fear. Calab snached my phone and began to call my mother, telling her what had happened since I was 'too shoken up' to speak.
Minutes later, my mother arrived and I was already in the ambulence, about to be driven off to get stitches. She looked at me and attempted to make a joke out it by saying 'Damn Alex, you sure did get blood everywhere, didn't you?' I couldn't help but to smile and laugh. As Caleb would about to climb into the ambelence with me, to keep me company on my way to the hospital, Officer Watkins stopped him. Apperently, he needed to fill out some sort of report. So, my mother hoped in and rode with me. We arrived to the hospital, only to find that the doctor that was attending to me was a huge jack***. I was laying in the bed for about an hour, an IV in my arm, my blood pressure being taken, all that good stuff before the doctor walked in. As I was waiting for the doctor, Caleb arrived in the room and he ran right up to my mother, apologizing over and over again, saying the wreak was his fault. My mother tried to tell him it wasn't but he just kept apologizing. But, at any rate. The doctor finally arrived, followed by three attendents. He took the bandaid off my forehead, preparing me for my stitches. I wasn't sure how bad I was bleeding till I caught a glimps of him throwing it away and gasps. I was in shocked at all the blood. I then said, 'Oh, wow! That's alot of blood. I didn't know I had bleed that much!'. My mother laughed at my stupidity, Caleb laughed at my randomness, the doctor looked at me and gave me an evil look and spoke the following: 'You think that's alot of blood? Come here when we have a wreak and I will show you alot of blood. You're lucky this is all you got for not having your seatbelt on.' I was shocked! I mean, was I not in a wreak? I tried to keep myself calm as he began to stitch me up. Caleb held my hand while the stitches were inserted. It hurt so badly. I mean, I know he gave me a shot into my forehead so it would numb it but that stuff takes at least five to almost seven minutes to take effect. The doctor did not wait long enough to let the medician take effect. He just gave me the shot then began stiching me up. I cringed and gaspsed and groaned in pain, almost squeezing Caleb's hand off in the process. But, after what seemed like an eternety, it was over. The doctor and his attendents left as soon as it was over, didn't even say anything for my mom or me. Very rude, I thought. But after one of the nurses removed the blood pressure wrap off my arm, I stood up, attempting to leave. But then, I heard the nurse rush out to us and stop us. Apparently, I had to say because my blood pressure was too high and they didn't want to leave with a high blood pressure. So, sadly, I had to return into the room and sit down and have my blood pressure taken again. I glanced up at mom and Caleb who were laughing at me, both knew I hated hospitals. I basically lived in hospitals as a child. I was so accident prone as a child and I still am. I'm just not going to the hospital ever four months. But, ten minutes later, I was free!
At any rate, everyone was fine. No one was hurt too badly. Caleb was grounded for a week for not checking his breaks before leaving. ( By the way, he had a 1967 Ford Ranger. Very old. ) I was yelled at my everyone but my mother for not having my seatbelt on. Though, I was mostly yelled at by my nine year old sister because the day the wreak happened was on her birhtday and she believed that I was stealing all her attention. What a brat she is. Anyways, also, I had to hide my stitches for at least two weeks while in school behind my bangs. It was very hard because I don't have very long bangs. But, I appriciate you all taking your time to read over my story of stupidity and showing that you should ALWAYS wear your seatbelt at ALL times. Thank you and bless you all.
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