Hello there. Angel here. That is my real name and I am in fact female.
First things first.. if you're going to be that kind of person who messages me but has limited to say in return when I try to have a normal conversation then don't bother. When I'm talking with someone I'd like it if that person actually had something to say. You don't have to just sit there on the other side of your computer and expect me to do all the talking. I can be understanding if you want me to be and I can listen to anything you have to say.
I'm awkward and shy and not really good at talking with people, but I'd like to think I'm not that bad a person and I'd like to think I have a pretty good sense of humor too. I like to laugh and I like to joke. When I meet people who have similar interests as me though I think that's when you can't shut me up.. I could go on and get a little enthusiastic.. so you are warned..
I've had accounts here before in my early teens, I was a lot younger then and in much ways immature and naive. So since I am now older and not as childish I thought I might create a much newer account where I may express myself. So give me a chance to update when I can.
Before I venture further unto this universe.. I am indeed taken and care not of flirtations or hookups... And I mean that. Respect.
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I have a lot of interests. How many have said that one? I'm just really bad at describing myself in general. *laughs*
What I like and what makes me feel good and happy varies from different things.
If you handed me a cluster of photos to choose from to best describe me I'd have better luck choosing the ones I think best would.. I hate talking about myself but I love talking about the things I enjoy, but how can I talk about the things I enjoy if I can't even talk about myself?... frustrations!
Oh well, I'll do my best so just chill here for a while and let's see where this goes.. *chuckles awkwardly*
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I really enjoy fashion. I've always enjoyed wearing black and very dark colors like greys, reds, and blues. And that will probably never change.
I grew up being judged based on my appearance. From the time I was in elementary school even till I hit my early high school years. And there was nothing short of criticism. I was ALWAYS being judged. I still am. We all are. But if there is one thing I had to keep me going it was how I chose to represent myself each day with fashion...
I always felt the need to want to look as best and awesome as I could feel, even if I didn't look my best to others, which I'm sure I did't, as long as I liked the way I looked then I knew I could be happy and get through the day. But then I grew up and as did my fashion sense... oh the horror, if only you knew.. *shudders at the thought*...
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I love my music I listen to. How many can say that? A lot.. so this is no surprise.
I love 80's metal. My favorite type of music is Japanese metal. Yeah, I am a huge fan. I like me some j-rock. Mwuahaha! *laughs menacingly*
This here bad ass looking band is Dead End. One of the greatest bands to ever rock the 80's! No matter how often I listen to them I always want more. And it makes me happy knowing they are still kicking ass today!
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I LOVE The Birthday Massacre. I can't even stress how awesome this band is.. And if you haven't listened to them, DO IT! They kick ass!
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These are two of my favorite bands. Each with their own unique sound and energy. Now I could sit here and tell you all the different bands I like to listen to but that could take all day and might in fact get boring, and who wants that?...
Come to the stars... Deathstars that is.
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I have this dream in my head of one day walking through a beautiful pathway like this. It's very entrancing and haunting.
Don't you have moments like that? Maybe it's kind of silly... *chuckles nervously*
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I'm facninated by abandoned, old and forgotten places. It saddens me that places like this are lost to most people but they have a very haunting beauty that I love. They are creepy and dreary yet magical and still full of life.
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I really love 80's films. I just really love the 80's! *laughs* I do enjoy films from the later generations but movies around the 80's and early 90's just always interest me more. Most of my favorites are based around that time period. The Breakfast Club, Terminator, Robocop, Pretty In Pink, The Goonies, And then there is Sweeney Todd and Edward Scissorhands, an all time classic movie and yet still a goodie and two of my all time favorite movies.. Agh I could seriously go on all day.. But let's cut to the chase.
Killer Klowns is by far one of my favorite 80's movies. It's campy and cheesy but that's what makes it so awesome. When I need a good laugh, this is the movie to see.
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The Goblin King moves the stars for no one...
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Oh yes, and I do quite enjoy a good video game. Oh yes indeed I do.
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Isn't this just beautiful...
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And this..
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