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Greetings I am Sonya

I used to be on here several years ago when I was in high school and I was just discovering the sanguanarian community and other cultures. The forbidden sense of it all had ensnared my mind and excited me to no small degree and for most of the time for a long time I was consumed by this curiosity and I guess a severe need to connect with others and find friends, both of which I was lacking in high school.
I was a typical nerd, but having Asberger's made social functions difficult for me and in high school I had a difficult time, always feeling alone and adrift, I still feel that way a bit today but thankfully meds help alleviate the empty feeling that sometimes fills me.
I'm older now and a little wiser and I've decided to return to the Rave which while was a tad unhealthy for me at such a confused time in my life did introduce me to a very venerated community and opened my mind to so many things that still have left its mark on me today. I'm hoping once again to make some connections and learn even more with a more mature mind and more patient demeanor.