My name is Kris for the most of you. Please note that my heart and soul belong to a gentleman here on vr and I am not here for games or "cyber fun". I have been here for a while...through many seasons, seasons of change. And those that know me - know me well - and are very dear to me. I am always open to making new friends.
I will say that even if you knew of me from when I first joined VR, I am not that same person. Life has changed me for the better. I have found my identity. Yes, I am still in the lifestyle (BDSM if you dont know "lifestyle") but I am more than just a submissive. So please take the time to read if you desire to get to know me.
Everyone grows and changes over time. Especially when going through difficult times. I am strong enough to admit to the hard, stressful, and depressing times...it is because of those hardships that I was able to grow stronger and overcome many obstacles, abuse, and pain. Though at times, it feels as though I am waist deep in my past.
I saw the path to a better life. It might have taken a while but when I saw the opportunity - I reached out and grabbed life with both hands.
I left behind now two horrible marriages. A prison of sorts to which I would say was a waste of ten years, but what made it worth while was the birth of my son....He is my life...even after the death of a marriage....Then from the second marriage, my daughter...my mini me...
After the first marriage, I continued on my journey with new found freedom, yet I still felt caged and alone from time to time. I had to go through many changes, trials, tribulations....at times I wanted to give up and go back...but one look at my son and I knew I had to move on, push through....to show him that there is more to life than being afraid and that even if you are weak at one point in life, you can become stronger and overcome any obstacle.
I have had another child since then, she is the apple of my eye, my mini me. I have managed to stay in college, work and maintain a healthy relationship with both of my children. We have a bond that is so close, they are my life, my every breath. We have been through a lot, but thanks to some new found friends and support...things are looking better. We still have a few obstacles to surpass but I am resilient and will achieve what I set my mind to. I am no where near done.
Many friends have departed this world over my life time, I will miss them all. Each one has had a lasting impression on me and they will not be forgotten. The most precious of them is my Mama - I only wish she was here to partake in my children's milestones and successes, 3-30-15...RIP and I love you.
"If you could hear me, I would say that our finger prints don't fade from the lives we've touched." ~ Sharrod Dumas
Many storms came....many more will come....but I have learned that there is light after each storm....
Now, after many years, I can finally look in the mirror and not be afraid of what is to come or who is looking back at me. I know who I am now and that is all that matters. I have obtained my BA in Psychology and currently going to UTSA in pursuit of getting my LPC. Just one step closer to my end goal and dream...
I hope you take into consideration the things I have been through and the words spoken on this page before you make a fool of yourself and message me with cyber-intentions. Always be mindful that you do not know what others have been through before you open your mouth or type a message. Be respectful.
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