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21:52 Jun 30 2011
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Hi, I haven't been around here in about a week, but not because Steven had knocked me out with our boxing bouts, or nor that I had lost interest.



The closing out of business before summer has been chaotic, so between that and gym ...there has been precious little time left for self indulgence in things I enjoy. (yea, I have started to detest gym now, but I do it for my health and not enjoyment any more)



I got sorted out with a few things, for one.. the pressure is off as the Company flew through it's external audit today. That's always a worry, and yea.. even auditor's get worried when it is their turn to be audited!



Almost afraid, but I think... I think, I can safely say the summer begins at the weekend for me. Just a few more audits to go before holidays!



Yay!



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Oceanne
Oceanne
22:39 Jun 30 2011

You're livin life girl! :D



Yay holidays!





Nightgame
Nightgame
23:31 Jun 30 2011

Woo Hoo for making it through the audit (makes us all shake in our boots) At least you are keeping up with the gym even if it's not all that fun anymore. Hope the summer rocks for you and your hubby :)





Theban
Theban
11:23 Jul 04 2011

You just relax and your allowed time off from the Rave, I do it all the time.





 

20:21 Jun 21 2011
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I wonder if anyone has ever spent the 12 hour limit here!? And if so, how did you feel afterwards knowing that you actually spent half a day of your life all at once in here? What happens.. Do you elated? Bored. Happy..or do you go cry n' die at the thought of it?


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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
20:27 Jun 21 2011

I've spent days on the 12 hour limit before. lol I felt okay because I was busy having fun. :P





Sulks
Sulks
21:29 Jun 21 2011

Have spent hours on here having fun. The time flies by sometimes. Dont think I've reached the 12 hour limit though.





tr1n1ty01
tr1n1ty01
22:18 Jun 21 2011

I did yesterday, but 4 hours of it was when the time reset. I was working on homework, literally all day I was on this computer for my online class. But I was chatting on here in the mix. It made my homework a lot less stressful.





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:07 Jun 22 2011

Big difference to staying logged on and actually doing anything :-p





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
19:28 Jun 22 2011

Aye, indeed Bloodlife :) i think it is just the younger ones with no responsibilities that would stay online using the rave for 12 hours. Wish I had a life like that though. I think i maxed at 4 once but that was the weekend and i wasnt feeling good enough to go out.





Theban
Theban
11:57 Jun 29 2011

I don't think I have ever reached the limit..other peoples limit yes..lol





 

08:41 Jun 21 2011
Times Read: 907


Looking out of my window wondering if summer is ever going to arrive. We still have winter time temperatures with some mornings being as cold as 10c . This sucks.. And it looks like I may not get to Tunisia, and have to wait to later in the year as hubby has gone and bought another restaurant. I shall have to set that up for him..but the rewards will be worth it plus it, will create employment for some people I know. He has promised me a cruise later in the year.


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Theban
Theban
11:21 Jul 04 2011

Get him to open one over here!





 

19:08 Jun 20 2011
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I got three phone calls from friends who seen this photo on the bus in just one day! So, I think I shall take covergirl bookings, terms negotiable! giggles hehehe





Photobucket

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Oceanne
Oceanne
19:11 Jun 20 2011

Thats you????????





ladySnowStrixx
ladySnowStrixx
19:34 Jun 20 2011

WOW!! nice you go girl , dang I,m moving up in the world I know a writer , a model and a photographer and a therapist. yep I can now move to Hollywood.





PAGAN
PAGAN
19:49 Jun 20 2011

wow. Looking good!





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
21:51 Jun 20 2011

That is what I want to know too Oceanne! They are everywhere in Northern Ireland with their big bus and doing site inspections etc., so it's very possible. I. must .give. them. A. call. tomorrow!



But maybe it is my local doppelganger! I know I have one in America, MaleryNox to those who knew her. We used to giggle and laugh so much about our similarities!



Anyway, this will be fun to find out. My friends are already taking bets rofl!





Oceanne
Oceanne
21:59 Jun 20 2011

It does look like you.,awesome girl .

That would be so cool!



If it is,I will need to be getting me an autograph!






BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
23:08 Jun 20 2011

Great news is always welcome ;-)





Theban
Theban
12:00 Jun 29 2011

I'll keep an eye out for over here





 

22:08 Jun 19 2011
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The new week starts with a 6.45am spin down at the gym. It always gives me a kickstart to the new week, hell it was not much fun to start with but once I got used to it, its damn skippy to be up and around. It is energising. It fills me with radiance knowing that some of my neighbours snore idly in bed, and others widdle their time away painting toenails, tapping keyboards, fluffy bunny hunting, eating chocolate, etc etc.. whilst I am out achieving!





hehehe gosh, Homer stole my keyboard again eeeeek! Give it back HOMERRRR!


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:06 Jun 20 2011

So now the week starts and finishes at the gym ... hmmm. Go to bed!!





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
19:13 Jun 20 2011

I did.. I had a sleep-in today. The alarm went off, I groaned and rolled over to 7.15. Been down tonight though!





 

21:48 Jun 18 2011
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I love this song "Dont let the darkness get in your head" by Blue Rodeo, from the album "The things we left behind" so much I downloaded it on iTunes last night. Now, I am going back for the entire album!


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
10:24 Jun 19 2011

I do that, I mean I get a bee in my bonet when I hear a track and then I have to have it all.

Hope you enjoy the album and don't play it to death :-p





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
21:13 Jun 19 2011

That is just what I do, and then I get sick of it.





 

19:34 Jun 16 2011
Times Read: 1,064


Boxing session with Steve tomorrow! in the evening and it's just the thing to end a long working week with :) I have a 6.30am spin to start the day though, so here is hoping I will not be that plum tuckered out to land him a few good thumps, giggles.


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
23:15 Jun 16 2011

How is a boxing session the way to end the week?!! Surely a cocktail and a bag of fish and chips :-p





Theban
Theban
10:38 Jun 17 2011

Go for the upper-cut...and follow with a right hook lol



Have a good session : )





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
19:02 Jun 17 2011

Oh! I love my Frudsy boxing sessions! It helps put the stress of a working week away. I actually couldn't do without it now heh !





 

20:30 Jun 15 2011
Times Read: 1,111






This will be my ending scene,

But before I leave the stage,

You will get your great finale,

As I leave my pretty cage.

And my chains were always heavy,

But my burden, nonetheless,

And a slave for you, I would be,

As I worked my debt like this.



See the audience applauding,

Screaming for a final act,

And I was yours for entertaining,

In this dark deceiving pact,

This will be my last vendetta,

For the promise that you made me,

Like a doll I always nodded,

You would never set me free.



I am the clown and I am the lion,

I am your circus ballerina,

I am alive for your amusement,

Running wild in the arena.

You're on your pedestal up high,

You feel the power when you lie,

And I am your buying baby honey,

Hope the show is worth their money.



This will be my ending scene,

My prestige, my last vendetta,

You're humiliating me,

And my revenge will be this show,

So when everyone is watching,

And the drums are beating faster,

I shall smile and bow to honour you,

Then break my chains and go.

by "Helena"




P.S. If anyone know who Helena is, please let me know ;)

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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
23:12 Jun 15 2011

Helena can write my epitaph!





Theban
Theban
09:36 Jun 16 2011

Where did you find this, I have searched but not found anything.





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
19:31 Jun 16 2011

I used to do a lot of writing, poetry/prose in particular and found this in with my stuff. I just can't remember writing it.. but it had the name Helena on the title, so I was trying to track it down. It sounds really heavy and depressive, and I just can't ever remember being in such a state... It's a mind boggler!





Theban
Theban
10:35 Jun 17 2011

It's very good : )





 

40 is the new 30 heh.

18:31 Jun 14 2011
Times Read: 1,154


Being in your forties "Suddenly" appears to be funky, and the "in thing" Heh, is it just the junk I am reading in magazines, online and in newspapers etc, that everyone appears to be in their 40's these days.. or nearing it?



I know, for sure I am not the same person I was in my 20's, or 30's (thanks be) as priorities change as well as prospective.. but geez so many 40's around! Like a fine wine.. smiles, preferance.. Sauvignon Blanc, or a rich flavoured Port :)


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Sulks
Sulks
19:27 Jun 14 2011

40 is a great age - young enough to have as much fun as the youngsters and old enough to appreciate when to stop having fun.



A win-win for me :)





Isis101
Isis101
19:53 Jun 14 2011

Hee hee...I remember joking on how the 40's are the new 30's...it's cool with me - lol!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
19:55 Jun 14 2011

OMG, you mean I'm in ... yippeeeeeeeeeee I'm in, I'm in!!



Wait a sec, just as long as it won't cost me anything!!





Theban
Theban
13:53 Jun 15 2011

Chuckles at BLOODLIFE.



I like the idea of a rich flavoured Port..and as for knowing when to stop *coughs* Half past four the other morning I crawled in from ladies night (Guitar practice, with beer) Mrs ban wasn't very pleased!






 

00:10 Jun 14 2011
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God save me from road rage ! And thankyou for patience! If that turd who wanted the whole road for her pathetic 30 mph driving, why the hell did she pull right out in front of me! Geez, some drivers SUCK!


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:15 Jun 14 2011

You've blown my vision of the peaceful country roads of Ireland. You should try London :-p





Angelus
Angelus
12:28 Jun 14 2011

try being a pedestrian anywhere... motorists shoot out of sideroads without signalling... Arghhh.





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
18:33 Jun 14 2011

haha, BloodLife.. well if you ever visit I will avoid the busy areas, as I would not like to shatter your illusion of donkeys and haycarts!





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
18:35 Jun 14 2011

Btw.. I will be in London in July *something* just trying to get dates sorted out what with holidays occuring at the same time. So, undoubtely the London traffic will scare the beejesus out of me.. want to jump in the car for a scoot with me? lol





Theban
Theban
13:46 Jun 15 2011

That's just about 110 miles away for me I think...wana pick me up for a MC Donalds?





 

20:57 Jun 12 2011
Times Read: 1,226


Our weddimg anniversary trip away in Kildare, and Dublin was just wonderful :) it was just all about chilling out, and not thinking about work. I almost resent going back to work tomorrow after mellowing out for a while, but it has to be done. Least for four weeks anyway until I get away to the Med, and a bit of sun for a change :).


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Isis101
Isis101
21:17 Jun 12 2011

That is so great...I'm glad that you had a wonderful time!

Happy anniversary!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
21:40 Jun 12 2011

Glad you had a great time it's always sad when trips like that come to an end.





imagesinwords
imagesinwords
23:14 Jun 12 2011

Sounds like a good time- but like you said... you'll be gone again before you know it. For me, vacation is an every couple of years thing. I'd like it more often, but you can only do what you can do.





Theban
Theban
14:31 Jun 13 2011

Bring back the Sun with you..





CarnelianMyst
CarnelianMyst
00:41 Jun 14 2011

You take a little bit of us with you when you go, you know? :) Happy Anniversary!





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
18:38 Jun 14 2011

Aww, thanks a bundle you good people for the wishes :) It was wonderful!





 

Pagans, interview with me :)

15:39 Jun 12 2011
Times Read: 1,263


I want to keep this for all time.. so I have decided to put it into my own journal for long-term keeping.... Thank you a lot, once again and you have a masterful way with words Pagan :)



AN INTERVIEW WITH AN IRISH LASS

10:06:21 - Jun 05 2011

Times Read: 111









One of the first friends I made on VR was a fellow Celt. There was just something about her that made me instantly warm to her. This young lady has been on VR since the very beginning, and she even remembers when the VR manual was being written!



I wanted to know what my lovely Irish friend enjoyed most about VR, if she knew any leprechauns, and if she could dance an Irish jig...



Being only a few steps from Scotland to Ireland across the Giant's Causeway, I set off to meet the lovely xxEmaeraldxx...



"Top o' the mornin' to ye!" was the greeting from all and sundry as I walked. I couldn't wait to finally meet up with Emaerald, besides, I had been told by a couple of farmers that where she lived "was just over that hill..." and that had been millions of hills ago! The Irish were fond of a joke it seemed...



My first question was: who is Emaerald?



There was a time in life when Emaerald was a writer and dreamer and I would spend hours with my pen writing stories, songs, and poetry but in the past while I have been more devoted to personal development and achievements and have thrown myself one hundred per-cent into business projects and have been driven by my ambition to succeed and prove that I have done something with my life instead of idling my hours away.



My husband, family and friends encourage that energy in me, and I have learned so many new things over the past seven years. Being a soulful person people often try to take advantage, but now being in business I have toughened up a lot. I have learned how to say no.



My work is all about keeping people safe which I think says a lot about who snd what I am :)



Quintessentially there is a romantic side to Emerald as well, and I find I have a great fascination with the past in Ireland, the castles, the legends and when I do get spare time there is nothing I like better than a night in a castle, and preferably a haunted one! (That would make for a great girls night out! heh)



Like everyone I have my faults! I can eat too much chocolate! And then have to carry out a double boxing session down at the gym next day!



Seriously though, my faults are mine, and self-improvement is something I feel we all as human beings could work on. I also adore the opportunity to participate in many sports including tennis, skiing, and honing my social skills in the local club and wine-bar at least once a month!



I like to show that I care for people, and that just doesn't stop with my friends and family. I spend time reflecting by the fireside as sometimes watching the flames conjure up the imagination and the thought process in a kindly way



As always when I interview folk and ask that particular question, the answer I got from Emaerald was a modest one and I knew there was much more to her than that...



Being that Bram Stoker was from Ireland, I suddenly wondered if Emaerald herself was a vampire or was there another reason she had joined VR. Tell me how you found VR, and what was it like in the very beginning?



Of course I am a real life Vampire, how dare you ask me that!!



Lolololol !!



I always had a fascination with Vampires in a metaphorical sense and going back about ten years ago I stumbled into a chat channel on the Undernet called #Vampires which was owned by Cancer. I was instantly hooked as the characters there were a sketch and to this day keep in touch with a few of the members. Scarlett, and Cancer scared the beejesus out of me in the beginning! But as time went on I felt more comfortable in their presence. Time rolled on and we got to hear about a new project the bossman was developing and this was called, "Vampire Rave" and so a new era was born and well... #Vampires got left behind.



So, Cancer created Vampire Rave and in the beginning there were only a few here, something similar to the Adam and Eve story but no apple to bite! However, bites were created! As was the forum! We worked on sourcing links initially and cataloguing everything Vampire which is still on-going today. Can you imagine a Vampire Rave without the ability to message another member? Can you imagine Vampire Rave without staff? That is how it was, and so feature-by-feature new things were added to Vampire Rave including the societies, and so the community grew.



(I also remember the message center being written as originally VR was just a forum posting board with links to sites of interest. We were not able to talk directly to other members! Just through posts in the forum or via email)



Cancer once told me several years back that Vampire Rave was still in its infancy when we had about 5,000 members and feeling a bit gobsmacked about that, and now I can see by our present membership of over 22,000 exactly what he meant way back then! Oh, the vision of that man really shines!



Seriously though I have been honoured to be part of Vampire Rave, to work on it and to see it grow from three members to what it is today, and have been through at least three keyboards since its inception!



Now, who'd have thought that VR had started out with so few people. Emaerald really had an interesting story to tell about the beginning, and I wanted to know much more...Have you any favourite VR moments you can share with us?





My favourite moments on Vampire are those when I can sit back and look at the success of the creation of Vampire Rave and think that in some small way I may have contributed a bit to that as I feel a part of it. I have never been able to shake that off and, I am in awe of how it has it expanded over the years. *Smiles*



There was a character called Miz, I think most of us oldie members remember him, he was one intelligent cookie and used to ruffle feathers a bit but his wit always made me laugh, even when I had to blast him for it if it wasn't within the TOS guidelines. My favourite line to him when naughty, was to go stand in the corner! heh!



I miss a few good people who are seldom there any more, or rarely there to be more accurate. There have been times, and even recently I have had to leave the keyboard in fits of laughter with tears rolling down my cheeks. The dramas have been hilarious at times. I remember a forum thread in particular about fairies.. that was a hoot, and to this day have it saved in my journal.





...and that brought me onto my next question...I wanted to know what advice Emaerald had for new members of VR so that they could get the most out of their time here on VR?





Don't get bogged down in drama! Your energy is too valuable to waste on people you won't meet or don't like anyway, so why waste it on them? Focus your energy, time and thoughts on those in Vampire Rave that you care for and those you feel akin with, and let all the other stuff go. Then you will enjoy Vampire Rave as much as I do :D





That was excellent advice, I thought. Thats the kind of person Emaerald is - she knows how to keep it real but at the same time, there is a certain air of mysticism about her too. My time was coming to an end but before I had to go, I wanted to share something special with you all...







The Black Rose

(by Emaerald)



I am patiently waiting



Beside your gate



I hold a small but



Beautiful rose in my hands



I press its thorns



Deep within my skin



So that I may let



My blood run free



With my idolatry.



If I don`t see you soon



I idly speculate



Who will survive the longest



The Rose.. or myself?



An Appendage - Forever More



How deep your beauty, oh sweet Rose:



Yet so sharp your thorns.



Take me from this garden and



Let me die my mortal death



So you, who were in my flesh and thoughts,



Are no more



Forever more.



~ Acrimony 2005~







Who, or what inspired that poem?



It just fits my profile, and my thoughts. That's all I am saying about that... x



...ah...I sighed at that...perhaps it was nothing more than the fresh cool breeze over the hills...perhaps it was the magic of the lovely Irish lilt to Emaerald's voice, but I swear I had a tear in my eye at that poignant story ...and I have to add, that poem was more beautiful than anything that Yeats ever wrote.



My time was at an end (although I could have stayed forever just chatting), and so, I took my leave of the bonniest Irish lass to have ever graced VR.



Thanks Emaerald!





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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
18:02 Jun 12 2011

Like I said before .... great interview, great subject.





PAGAN
PAGAN
19:35 Jun 12 2011

Great to hear the early VR history Em...and...you were brilliant thanks! x





Theban
Theban
14:30 Jun 13 2011

It was nice to read about you Em





 

20:25 Jun 10 2011
Times Read: 1,286


Heh, at the Miss Universe Iteland competition at the Burlington Hotel, Dublin. Hmm, some good lookin babes wondering around but, golly gosh I am so bored! Going to see the new movie X men and then hopefully to a club central Dublin somewhere! btw dinner in the Burglinton Hotel was great!


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Theban
Theban
14:25 Jun 13 2011

They would all drool at my feet if I was there *chokes* And if I had millions of pounds in my account..



I want to see the X men movie





Angelus
Angelus
12:29 Jun 14 2011

the film was good: but I missed 'that bit' from the tv ads, because I was on antibiotics and... had been drinking a lot of water... before the film began.





 

17:54 Jun 09 2011
Times Read: 1,304


Just a gripe. Over here at St stephens green to see the ThinLizzy exhibition and it's ten euros admission ! Darn Phil is dead, so who is making all the money ! Uncool to makemobey ftom a dead man.


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PAGAN
PAGAN
18:46 Jun 09 2011

The boys are back in town...



I loved Thin Lizzy way back in the day :D



BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
19:45 Jun 09 2011

I just can't help giggling over the fact that they have a Thin Lizzy exhibition!! lol





Theban
Theban
14:22 Jun 13 2011

I didn't know there was one either.





 

08:16 Jun 07 2011
Times Read: 1,340


Audit in the morning, a party in the evening and a two hundred mile drive inbetween! What a day yesterday was! I need matchsticks for my eyes today. Goodie thing is.. I get to go away tomorrow, and something tells me..that I will not be putting in an appearance down the gym today! Man, I feel like I am somewhere between the twilight zone and being unconscious..


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Theban
Theban
14:09 Jun 08 2011

Ah this may have answered my question...lol





 

22:35 Jun 05 2011
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Vampire Theatre hopefully you will be open this time when we are in Dublin because here I go... Three days, and counting down, then its Kildare, Wicklow, and Dublin.. guess what! you got a wee bit of Emaerald coming to you heh. Still, got to source me a castle in Kildare. I am sure there are plenty to stay in, and I already know where I am staying in Dublin. Right in the centre, hubble bubble of Parnell Street :>)


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:11 Jun 06 2011

I'm sure you'll find a castle to stay in, they are after all on nearly every street corner out there :-p





Theban
Theban
14:08 Jun 08 2011

Lol





 

09:10 Jun 05 2011
Times Read: 1,406


Cruel winter skies in summer, and lashings of rain make for a solemn Sunday. It was my intention to help down at the restaurants on Ford Super Sunday, but hubby pulled in an extra pair of hands to give me the day off.



I am tired, but I know whats wrong.. I haven't had a chance to participate at the gym, and well I get cranky and lacking in energy when I don't . Steve, is free at 10am so I am taking my boxing gloves down and he will put me through my paces for a hour :) Looking forward to that.



Sister is coming for dinner.. I am making steak diane strips, and some chilli beef with organic brown rice :) We will see how that goes, as I find cooking long grain brown rice a bit more difficult than cooking it's white cousin.



Also have a little writing to do, and two reports to do so being off duty and not helping in hubby's places means that on Ford Super Sunday I get to play catch-up with stuff :)


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
10:37 Jun 05 2011

Hope the day peaked well for you :=_





PAGAN
PAGAN
16:51 Jun 05 2011

have a lovely Sunday Em x



Thanks for the interview :D





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
22:13 Jun 05 2011

Oh, thankyou.. and you are welcome Pagan :) to be sure, to be sure :)





Theban
Theban
14:07 Jun 08 2011

Does Steve punch you? I am interested as I suspect you could kick his arse..lol





xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
15:44 Jun 12 2011

LO, Nope Mr. Ban .. I punch out at him. Good news is I am nearly knocking him of his feet now, but I think he is carrying on with me by doing that heh!





 

23:26 Jun 02 2011
Times Read: 1,450


I love where I live, in the center between Europe and Canada/Ametica, but there are times that I wish Ireland was just a wee bIt handier to the US.


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CarnelianMyst
CarnelianMyst
00:43 Jun 03 2011

Me too! I would be over like THAT.





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:37 Jun 03 2011

I like that the pond is there. It makes me appreciate my friends out there a little better.





Theban
Theban
12:39 Jun 03 2011

I like it just the way it is, makes it more of an adventure : )





nips
nips
02:14 Jun 04 2011

Love to explore it. Especially the countryside.








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