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I think I need a vacation......21:08 Aug 19 2018
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I'm having these random moment where I start getting anxious for no reason. Like one minute I'll be fine talking to people, then it just hits me like a ton of bricks. I have some people I can talk to about it but here lately I feel like I have been overbearing so I hold back. Even now I feel panic as I type this out, but the more I write the more at ease I feel. Does anybody have any suggestions on where I could go just to unwind and relax?
Home at last02:49 Aug 17 2018
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I've been trying to check in when I could but now I can say what felt like forever was only a day lol
I am back at home from the hospital and in my own bed. I had an infection and the pain from that that made me throw myself into an anxiety attack. My blood pressure was high so I went to the ER, lucky for me I had a wonderful doctor who fixed me right up. Stress has been getting the best of me lately which makes me go a little crazy and do things like not take care of myself. I let a personal problem and concern distract me from myself. I'm gonna take some time for myself and relax and make sure that I am mentally and physically better.
More News Life17:24 Aug 06 2018
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I work insane hours, I start my day at 3:30am and leave at 12:30pm. Sometimes I stay later, it all depends on how much work needs to be done. That being said, I say some crazy shit when I am sleepy. I constantly ask my co-workers if I am dead yet or if it is Christmas yet, they find it humorous. Well the anchors find it funny, any other tech director or person from master control pretty much ask the same question. It is because we do the most work and we are here during the crazy hours, but yet anchors get paid more than we do. I will admit that some of them are excellent people and they can edit there own stories and such which makes the work load easier on us.
I had an anchor today ask me to edit her story, then while I was editing her story plus making videos for the show, plus talking on the phone to CNN, PLUS CODING A SHOW AND MAKING GRAPHIC PROCEEDS TO BITCH AT ME ABOUT HOW UNDER PAID SHE IS. Normally I wouldn't care but she told me how much she makes in the year. (It's about 8,000 more than I make) I stopped everything to go scream in the bathroom to help clam me down. Before I could leave I hear one of my big bosses ask me from a bathroom stall "Rough day girl?" I told her what happened...........
Boss: Ok, well fuck her
Me: Excuse me? *tries not to laugh*
Boss: Tell that bitch to learn how to do her own editing before she bitches about anything
Me: *Laughs* Am I dead yet?
Boss: No, but that bitch will be once I get to her!
So now I'm in the studio cutting videos from the show to post online, while she is being forced to learn how to edit. She said "it's super hard"............IS IT CHRISTMAS YET?!
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