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my blood rushes

my heart pounds

lust is what i have

love is what i've found

each caress

i touch his skin

i beg that soon

he'll be within

i beg for pleasure

and i wish for pain

he pushes in

again and agian

and as i scream

and hold on tight

this is how ill spend

every new night



never forget your ghosts

Chorus:

Pathetic child don’t you understand

You know nothing

And ignorance is bliss

Remember your fears

And how to control them

Remember your pain

And you will bleed no more

But I warn you

Never forget your ghosts

Or be forever haunted



Verse 1:

Take it from someone who knows

What you feel is nothing

Pure emptiness for the hole in which you seek to dive

But emptiness is not all that pain entails

There are many kinds of pain

You my dear have yet to experience it

Never have you felt your blood lost to a ghost

The blood you have spilt

Has never gone through the fingers of a lover

You think you know agony

Have you left everything behind

Given it all away for no one

(Chorus)





Verse 2:

Did you run

Dashed deep within eternity

To never come back until pulled out of heaven

Heaven is possible on this earth

But there is a fine line between heaven and hell

Heaven comes with a price

Have you paid it yet

Can you tell me

How it feels to be surrounded

To be obtained and never have some one hold you

Let go of loves

Be alone within a crowd devoted to you

Known the touch of ice

That no one around can save you

(Chorus)



Verse 3:

What of being ripped to shreds

Have your heart break

While you cry and still feel him inside

Been told what you are

What you are not

Pitiful child

You know not of what this world entails

A drop of blood is not a waste

It is life

You know nothing of death

People ripped from your heart

Souls fled into depths unknown

Taking everything you can see

Just so something fills what you’re missing

(Chorus)



Verse 4:

Been abandoned by the one you loved most

Grown up to fast

Forgotten and abandoned

Have you dealt with family betrayal

Broken words and promises

Have you left this hell

Seen what death looks like

Did you cry when you bled

Did you smile

Embrace the pain you have

Let it heal and grow

Don’t let the hole you dread turn black

Accept the nothingness you have

And fear what you have never felt

If you don’t embrace pain

If you try to run

It will find you

Never forget your ghosts