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I wonder if ther ever was a God.

I dont think there was, but there is a little part of me who would like to believe there once was. Take the christian one for example, that is the one i grew up with.

In the bible, in the Old testament, God and his people co-existed. He came down and spoke to them frequently. He told them what to do etc. But since christ died he hasn't done anything like that.

I think if the christian God did exist he sent his son to us as a test of our faith, and i believe we failed it. We killed Jesus, and I think God expected us to save him at the last moment due to our faith. I believe God has now left us and gone somewhere else.

Maybe some people still get into heaven if they are good enough but i think this is a faithless doomed world which is such a shame. We havent been able to find any other planets with lifeforms on them yet so why are we ruining this one.

Im not quite sure why i am writing this because i dont believe in God. I believe in science etc, but still religion and spiritualism facinates me, the way it can affect poeple.