No matter the friends I keep
It's always alone I sleep
No matter the people with whom I talk
It's alone I shall be forced to walk
When night drops cold across the land
and I'm searching for someone's hand
I know that none shall be found
for their distance does abound
With time I've grown so cold
I've slipped beyond the edge of my fold
and in darkened corner I shall face the night
distanced from this evil fight
alone
alone
forever alone
I
Am not a joiner, nor am
I
A follower, or a leader
I
Will walk alone, but
I
Will always be close enough to catch you if you fall
I
Will not always talk, but
I
Will always listen
I
Do not love easily, but
I
Love deeply
I
May never let you see me cry, but
I
Bleed too
I
Do not crave attention, but
I
Hope to not be forgotten
I
Am just another face in the crowd
I
Am just one more voice in the cacophony, but
I
Am
I AM....winter
Your sorrows of the past brings your closer
Bringing out the turmoil that must be learned
Tomorrow will be here sooner than you know
Will the pain subside or will it grow
Open your mind unto me and feel the suffering
For I am your hell that you so long to desire
To feel the burning touch of those long past
Tomorrow is closer than it only appears to you
My Pain brings you suffering that you desire
I am the hell that you are searching for
Desiring me brings you pain that you so long
Pretend nothing is so wrong in your empty life
Open up your corrode wounds for me to see
Let me feel what you so what to know
Place your blood soaked hands upon me
Giving meaning to your wasted tormented life
Let me fill your mind with despair and sorrow
Wishing for death and yet you will not have it
Knowledge is not granted to you for I hold the key
Nothing will be granted to you so easily
Demon born from blood and lust entwined
Stare in my eyes and feel the hypnotic urge
Cave in to my charms and sweet melody
Open your blood to my carnal devilish delights
There is none before that will ever be the first
None before will equal to my power and control
Destined to be the greatest, most powerful being
Stare into the darkness of my eternal damnation
Take my hand to the land of death and suffering
Follow the path of despairing screams of the tortured
Enter the realm of the forgotten and unwanted
There you will find me waiting for you
Demon of carnal pleasures to ensnare your mind
Hypnotic beast calling your lustful desires to life
Feel me deep within your eternal damned soul
Source of all evils beyond your wildest dreams
Embrace the darkness as you explore forbidden regions
Allow my black pleasures to touch your fragile mind
Opening your eyes to my demonic hypnotic charms
Hear the melody of the cryptic abyss singing painfully
None shall reign in my region of untold pleasures
Lord of demons beyond the caverns of the abyss
So much to tell of the delights my darkness provides
Cleave your black soul upon the King of Darkness
What can one take before the heart slowly breaks
Hearing the sounds as it is torn from the inside
Many lies are spread from your mouth of venom
Head thrown in to a whirlwind of confusion
Uttering words upon my eager waiting ears
Believing everything your mouth had poured
Now I stand here looking deep in to the abyss
Ready to fall with out having been heard of
Once eyes full of life faded to the dull emptiness
Knowing from the start that you were nothing
Screaming to the heavens begging for release
Decaying from the inside wanting deliverance
Razors of truth have finally formed with out reason
Flipping an entire universe that revolved around you
A tormented heart breaks a thousand times over
More than ever awaiting death to come take me away
Salvation is the key to my eternal broken heart
Tormented my heart for so many years it seems
Tears flooding through an open damn to my soul
Forever tormented by the lies you have poured
Scars now deep in to the unseen human spirit
Wanting to feel the warmth again of loving life
Finding your image glaring back at me with lies
The empitness grabs a hold of my fading light
Pulled under the terror of the waters of deception
Screaming for deliverance from the gods above
Wishing for release of the torment my heart shows
Release my spirit, it can transcend to the heavens
Finding myself full of empty thoughts and lonliness
Doubting everything that I have built to this point
Your torment will continue till your death beckons
Praying for deliverance from your eternal evils
Can some one save me from this evil...............
Captivating my heart with your dark ways
Pulling at my heart strings till I was yours
No one gripped me like you did that first day
Knowing the right words to make me smile
My dark lover how did you know the key
I hid it so perfectly where no one can see
Finding the entrance way to my heart
Your eyes burned right through my soul
Knowing eternally I was going to be yours
Taking me up in your dark embrace
Our Dark Romance under the shadows
I saw the pain and torment in your soul
Placing my hand over your beating chest
I knew I was the one to make it all go away
Needing to stand at your side for all eternity
My dark Lover, my eternal soul mate
The love I feel in my heart belongs to you
The smile you bring upon my face is true
In your bed do I belong to be wedded
Eternally and fover your dark soul mate
Our Dark romance written in the heavens
Your eyes burn so clear in my minds eye
Your words whispering in my tender ears
Shrudding me in your loving arms of night
Heart beats only for the dark love you give
Take me forever as your lover and bride
Our dark Romance is all I ever desire now
Your soul gripping touch over my body
Together we belong in this vast universe
Healing the wounds that have been done
Our love and desire fills each others will
Knowing now, I'll cherish our Dark Romance
No one can see my life is a shadow
The Calm Chaos that death is watching
No one can see inside
The screaming that won’t stop
The darkness it brings
All I want is to be happy
To have peace
The release it would bring my lost soul
No one can see me slipping away
Into an abyss of pure chaos
No one can see I’m losing myself
The anger it brings is tearing me apart
All I want is to stop this pain
To have the love I need but don’t deserve
I need to get away from myself
To become something else
You don’t want to see what is behind these eyes
What I have turned into
You don’t want to know what is unraveling inside of me
You don’t want to hear this damn noise that is going off in my head
You don’t want to care about me
You don’t want to know about me
It will only bring misery and pain………
Caged~A poem for the short story Adulterous magnify
I sit here with tears running down my face.
With a cigarette in one hand
And a glass of Jack Daniels in the other
Staring out a starless night.
I sit alone in the dark with an empty feeling
My heart goes out to a person
A person that no longer lives among us
I sit here crying for my special some one
I wanted a better life for me
Searching for a better future
Instead I found love with some one
Some one, I can't have any more.
My special some one isn't among us
Dwelling in the land of the dead
Far beyond my reach
I sit here alone for what I have done
My heart cries out for love
It finds silence and emptiness
My soul craves affection
Only finding despair
What have I done?
I have forsaken the one person
The one person I truly love
Finding my heart in a gilded cage
A cage I have created
Bars are surrounding the outer walls
Crying my heart wants out
Desperate and wanting to love
Scared, I placed it in this cage
Afraid, for what it is capable of
Tormented of the past
A distant past that will never be again
My heart aches for my special some one
What have I done?
I sit alone with tears running down my face
Staring at a starless sky
In the darkness that has engulfed my being
Beckoning me to come home
I feel the rage surfacing
I want it to go away
What have I done?
A river flows from my eyes
Knowing I won't feel that love again
I place my heart in this cage
I can hear the screams of a love lost
Please some one save me
From the beast that is eating me away
Please save me from the beast....
I am destined to become....
Entering in to the realm of the unknown
Seeking solitude with the black night
Knowing there is no love in the world
For who can love some one of the dead
The blood that flows through my heart
It is no longer red but black as night
Tormented through centuries have past
Seeing the darkness through sadden eyes
No joy do I feel as I walk the streets alone
Only to find those that will soon become bone
Watching them live their pathetic lives
Not knowing they will become my special snack
Spotting my chosen one so pure and fragile
Grasping your body in my mighty grip
My teeth ripping away your sweet flesh
Letting the blood flow in to my hungry mouth
The beating of your dying heart engulfs me
Sweet blood that fills my senses through
Knowing you have filled my nightly need
Drained of your blood a simple corpse
Seeking solitude with the black night
Knowing there is no love in the world
Even the light has foresaken my kind
Blood lust for our deaths by her hand
Seeing the darkness through sadden eyes
Tormented through centuries have past
Entering in to the realm of the unknown
Take my hand if you dare love the undeadD
I hold you in my cold hands of death
Your life's ember has left your breathe
The eternal soul I must remove
Though you saw you didn't see life
Gorgeous and wonderous with full of light
You saw the misery that was laid before you
The tests of endurance to make you great
Not seeing the joy of eternal reverence
I hold you in my cold hands of death
The saddness that deepens my heart
Knowing the joys that you didn't see
Though my duty is to claim your soul
My admiration goes so deep with in you
When you are at your weakest, you don't know
That is when you become the greatest
Trying to fight to survive in this world of tests
I hold you in my cold hands of death
Tears fall from dark hollow eyes
I have claimed many before you
The pain in my being still aches
I place my hand in your chest
Removing your splendid life force
Only if you could see through my eyes
How beautiful your life really was
I hold you in my cold hands of death
Memories that plague my eternal being
I lay you gently back to your place of slumber
Taking with me your eternal soul of glory
My domain ranges farther than you can see
I am every where and I am no where
I am the shadow and I am the light
I am the God of wolves
Look deep in to my yellow eyes
Find the remorse I shall bestow on the weak
Find the death of those that did wrong
Fuck with my followers and you will die
You don't have to be a wolf or a were
I'll love you when others shun you
Come and become one with the night
Speak our ancient tongue with song
Return to the ancient ways of life
Fuck with those I love and you shall die
I will not have any remorse for your soul
You lack respect for those I love
The God of Wolves is who I am
I'll shetler you from yourself
Cradling you in my strong arms
Whispering tender words of love
My paw stretches out to the weak
My yellow eyes glow with remorse
You may not belong any where
Take my paw and enter my world
Return to the ancient ways of old
The God of wolves welcomes you
Search your soul and you will see
My image staring back at you
I am the woman that haunts your dreams
Ready and willing to steal your soul
Looking at me in my beautiful form
Casting aside what you have beside you
Let me in your mind and your dreams
Allow me the opportune moment to strike
You know you want to cave in to the feeling
Tempation is in your sight to witness
A lovely form as gorgeous as can be
Your lustful intentions are beginning to show
The will to fight the urge has fled your body
Temptation has finally set into your blood
My hour to strike is near at hand
You should have stayed with your love
A cheating heart has just one price to pay
Death at the hands of a Succubus
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