i am here at my sister's house in dexter. have to deal with the two devils.beth needed help with a paper and god knows why i even fucking bother to come along as i can't stand the girls whining and the other fact that i can't leave the house to do anything. i am on some stupid ass probation and cannot go into any stores at all and yet mom and everyone else goes right on with their lives and get to do whatever the hell they want while i can't.i mean to me that isn't fair! and to make matters even more against me mom and i are going up to my boring,old,dim grandparent's house.whopdee fucking doo! all they ever do is sit around the house.and when they are not doing that they are bugging me because of my music,clothes,and attitude and well that just starts another fire that i don't feel like dealing with. they don't have cable tv.no dvd player.music.cute neighbors.can't use the telephone at all. does this sound like a living hell to you? i really do not care for my grandparents.big deal if i lose them or even if i never met them.they don't like me and that is okay as i am not there to make them like me. oh my god the girls will not fucking shut up! all i want is ten damn minutes to myself and yet they are banging on the door,yelling,and whining. i swear that if mom was not here i would lock them up in their room and kick them around. i hate little kids.hard to believe i used to be one.take a hint:I DO NOT WANT TO PLAY FUCKING BARBIE DOLLS OR ANYTHING WITH YOU!PISS OFF! barbie is gay. i would like to co cut up all their girly dolls into pieces and flush them down the toilet! maybe then they will leave me alone! i can't wait for thursday. i go back home. back home to my own bed.my stereo.my phone.peace and quiet.mike.and yet time is going by annoyingly slow......like a snail on a piece of wood.or just like a snail is general!
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