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Love is like one of things that is hard to find for everyone and it could be really painful and stressful and depressing and lonely but sometimes it could be beautiful. For me finding love isn't easy you see know i have a boyfriend who is in love with me but me i don't feel the same way for him in fact i feel very lonely and depressed and sad because i don't want to hurt him or tell him that I'm in love with someone else who is a man a older man in his forty's and i know its wrong but i can't help it I'm deeply crazily and madly in love with him. But he doesn't even know how i feel about him. He thinks that I love my boyfriend but i don't i love him and it really hurts me to think that we can't be together but i don't care i want him i want to be with him but but for some reason i think he is starting to figure out that i have feelings for him and i know he is feeling the same way for me but we can't be together and i know that but i want him i love him always. He is too blind to see that I'm hurting and bleeding and dieing inside but he doesn't care about me and i know that. i love him no matter how he is and i am i don't care if he is 46 yrs and i am 21. I will love him no matter what.