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Why must MTV torture us?! :'(
17:39 May 31 2009
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alright, so, I was watching MTV this morning. Just getting stuff done here and watching my shows, when THE NEW MOON trailer came on! After an amazing ten seconds, it cut off.

Then, a message came on saying- "The full New Moon trailer on tomorrow."

WHAT THE HELL???!!!

I went down stairs and asked my mother to drive me to Hollywood with a shotgun to blow off the head of whoever decided to do that to me.

Of course she said no, and my sister realized that I was actually crying! LMAO!!



So, I will be watching MTV after school tomorrow to catch the trailer! damn, I cant believe I actually cried over that! a very weird day it has been......

fears and strengths
02:28 May 27 2009
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A very liberating technique I decided to try out. Just to help one focus...



My fears...



Snakes

Burning to death

Growing up and dieing alone

cancer

never moving on

living in the past

humans



My strengths...

(I am not bragging. I have been told I have all of the following~ and I was born with these qualities.)



Indipendence

creativity

strength, in general

freedom

indivuality

weirdness

wisdom

deep mind/heart/soul

vampiryc soul

acting ability

The Fakes.
22:42 May 25 2009
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I am done. So many on this site say how much they hate fakes. Yes, well, what about those who are forced to lie? Are forced to hide. To act.



I didnt have a choice. I know that if I ever let my true self be known, I would probably end up in an insane asylum.

I have only truly opened up to one person, and I am not even allowed to see them besides messaging them on this site.

Stop judging the ones you call a "fake" until you get the whole story. Not everyone can just open up like they have nothing at all to hide.



I have been punished for being different. I almost lost every person I have ever cared for, just because no one understood me. For my beliefs...



Go ahead. Judge me. Call me out. Call me a freak. Call me insane. Go ahead and form any opinion you want about me.

Just know that I am done wasting my time. I am sorry I am forced to hide my true self from you, but know that you forced me into it.



So next time that you call someone a "fake" get the whole story first instead of forcing them into a dark, lonely hole.

camping
02:50 May 21 2009
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well, im off to the great outdoors!!

I am going to a camp site a few hours away with my sister, one of my best friand, and her boyfriend for Memorial Day weekend! It should be a good time.



but I will miss all of my friends here.

And one in particular.

important life lesson:
03:08 May 19 2009
Times Read: 661

I found this out the hard way Saturday night........



Two HUGE cans of the energy drink, "Monster" along with five hours of sleep in the past two days and a crash so hard, you barely remember who carried you to sleep DO NOT MIX!!!!!



I got whiplash and bruises, but it waz a BLAST!!!

really now?!
15:38 May 16 2009
Times Read: 665

alright, so anyone who has read my profile is familiar with my kitty, Henry.....

Remember how I stated that he makes me laugh every hour?!



He decided it would be a good idea to chew on my alarm clock wire this morning- still plugged into the wall!!

Luckily, I came back to my room in time to catch him!

Now he found my phone charger.......

not to mention the teeth marks!

know someone?
02:06 May 15 2009
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I am a proud grand daughter of a former soldier and beloved grandpa.

He lost his life to heart disease, but he will live in mine forever.

I remember. The last time before he passed, we went right out into the front yard at his house and had a contest to see who could spit a cherry pit the furthest. He let me win.

Chet Franzyk. Served in world war II but was always a hero in more ways than one.



Please, this is a shout out to anyone and everyone who has lost someone or knows a loved one that served in the army.

Support our troops and fight heart disease.

my result from a quiz
21:00 May 12 2009
Times Read: 688




Queen of Swords

The personality of the Queen of Swords combines the positive air energy of the Swords suit with the inward focus of a Queen. You can always count on her to tell you exactly how it is. Above all else she admires honesty, and she lives by her commitment to being truthful. Lies, tricks and games are of no interest to her, but she's not easy to fool. She is experienced in the ways of the world, good and bad. The Queen of Swords can size up a situation quickly. She understands human folly, but doesn't condemn it. She knows when cow manure is being thrown around and simply finds clever ways around it. She prefers being straightforward and direct. Her observations are candid, but never hurtful. In fact, this Queen has a delightful sense of humor. She likes a good laugh and always has a witty comeback ready-to-hand. She knows that life isn't meant to be taken too seriously. The Queen of Swords is refreshing in her candor and lack of pretense. In readings, the Queen of Swords asks you to think and feel as she does. For example: Are you being completely honest? (Check this one first!) Do you see the humor in the situation? Are you getting right to the point? Have you figured out what's really going on? Are you letting yourself be fooled? This Queen can also represent a man or woman who is like her, or an atmosphere of honest, direct communication. In a reading, she tells you that her special energy has meaning for you at this time. Let yourself be inspired by this Queen in whatever form she appears in your life.

IT'S LEGAL????
19:52 May 12 2009
Times Read: 695

Appearently it is legal for a parent to slap a child across the face, as long as it is an open- handed hit!!

WHAT THE HECK???

this is ridiculous!

meh.....
02:49 May 12 2009
Times Read: 699

I used to write so much online. then, you read one book where it dedicates a whole page to online poetry not being personal, and I start writing in books and journals again!! Espicially now, when I am going through a poetry shaock! I am writing like, three poems a day now- but never online.

Ugh!!