The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Time goes faster and faster in life like a train building momentum until you can't hold on to your seat. You have to move with it, you can't stop it, time will only taunt you and make another week blink by. True the breaks slam every once in a while just to throw you into the windshield but that's not as fun as it sounds. If you want time to speed up it will make an hour hellishly long as if many days of staying up late and entertaining your self somehow have been wasted, but only when you are impatient. The rest of the ride just keeps going and going like a bunny rabbit on Viagra and energy drinks. People grow around you. If you stop for a moment you are left behind and miss that train to where you really want to go...and end up speeding along in the opposite direction. You look out the window to see your friends, your hopes, your goals, your past, turn to mice then ants then pixels and finally darkness. It seems the only true way back is not back at all but off on a tangent to find a new form of happiness. New friends, true friends, new hopes and dreams, realistic hopes and dreams, a future. That is mostly when we see the future is in our children. Where we started. When we got on the train. Back then time moved slow, back then we didn't know. The end is the beginning .Where are we really going but in a circle? Why don't we stop? Why did we start? Maybe it's just fun to watch like we watch a dog after it's tail, and god laughs at us kicked back in a comfy chair. Maybe there is no purpose and we just multiply like a bacteria colony wishing for a reason to exist while producing offspring that will grow up and do the same and they will produce a confused offspring and life is about a temporary happiness and nothing more. We eat, we burp, we fart, we F***, we die. Aaah thats life.

well i went up to a web design place this morning and after working hard for a while on making my resume and portfolio of my work they requested they told me that they discussed it and decided not to take anyone on because the summer is really slow.



i left them what they wanted and left..........maybe ill get lucky....



now i guess its time to try the photoplace which was suggested by my lovely coven master.... after that... i think its time for McDonald's...........