I am not exactly as often said: "complicated". All of us are to a degree a mixture of many different facts, opinions, perspectives, interests, and beliefs. Complicated implies complexity that is unique. If I had to summarize my self into labels they would be based first on my interests and hobbies.
The first that comes to mind is "gamer". I have had a passion for games the majority of my life and I would definitely say that this passion is a defining part of my personality. Games, are one escape from reality and provide endless grounds for the imagination to manifest itself. Gaming and games have been huge influences on my life decisions, both positive and negative.
I also have a love and respect for the paranormal occult world. I believe in the many things hiding in the shadows as well as plain sight. I have a particular fascination in Angels, Demons, and of course Vampires. I believe they all intermingle and have more in common than most people realize.
I love to prepare for the worst and hope for the best in all situations. Along with my natural attraction to leadership I find myself to be very interested in survival tactics including preparations for various natural and unnatural disasters.
I love to read books or watch films about adventures and other worlds as they often expand my imagination and often have subtle deep truths within.
Most of all I consider myself a family man. I love my wife in practically indescribable ways. I love her deeply, unconditionally, subconsciously, eternally, infinitely. She is my center, my completion, my universe. I would say that she is nearly my everything but without our children there would be a hole in our souls. I am a father and strive everyday to also be the best Daddy I can. It is this love for my children and wife that over rules all else in my life and makes me the man I am first and foremost.
Thank you for reading about me and please enjoy the rest of my profile.
Vampires are extremely fascinating, perplexing, mysterious, and attractive to me. I can't remember exactly when I was reintroduced to vampires this life time. I do slightly recall seeing a black and white Dracula peaking out his castle windows as a mob with torches tried to break in when I was very young. As an advocate of Halloween from as early an age as I can remember, Vampires immediately took a strong hold in my heart. Although HalloweenVIDEO is all about souls I did not fully understand or remember until much later that real vampires are cursed souls. I recall various versions of vampires arising out of films and other media and although I was being told they were completely fictional in my heart I knew otherwise. It very well could have been the Lost boys that made me feel empathy and respect for vampires for the first time. I think the first time I realized the seductive side of vampires was after seeing the way vampires were portrayed in the Bordello of blood.
VIDEO This film gave a glimpse of vampires coexisting in the same world we live in. The vampires used the allure of sexuality and sexual illusions to bring victims into their home and even used sunscreen to survive during the daylight.VIDEO Both the Blade, and Underworld series brought a very scientific point of view to the modern vampire. These films with up to date weapons that were improvements but based on the mythology of ancient times it was easy for me to fall right in. These films also portrayed a our world as if vampires are just hiding in plain sight, just out of reach, and right behind closed doors.VIDEO VIDEO VIDEO
The Book of Enoch
Chapter 7
1It happened after the sons of men had multiplied in those days, that daughters were born to them, elegant and beautiful.
2And when the angels, (3) the sons of heaven, beheld them, they became enamoured of them, saying to each other, Come, let us select for ourselves wives from the progeny of men, and let us beget children.
(3) An Aramaic text reads "Watchers" here (J.T. Milik, Aramaic Fragments of Qumran Cave 4 [Oxford: Clarendon Press, 1976], p. 167).
3Then their leader Samyaza said to them; I fear that you may perhaps be indisposed to the performance of this enterprise;
4And that I alone shall suffer for so grievous a crime.
5But they answered him and said; We all swear;
6And bind ourselves by mutual execrations, that we will not change our intention, but execute our projected undertaking.
7Then they swore all together, and all bound themselves by mutual execrations. Their whole number was two hundred, who descended upon Ardis, (4) which is the top of mount Armon.
(4) Upon Ardis. Or, "in the days of Jared" (R.H. Charles, ed. and trans., The Book of Enoch [Oxford: Clarendon Press, 1893], p. 63).
8That mountain therefore was called Armon, because they had sworn upon it, (5) and bound themselves by mutual execrations.
(5) Mt. Armon, or Mt. Hermon, derives its name from the Hebrew word herem, a curse (Charles, p. 63).
9These are the names of their chiefs: Samyaza, who was their leader, Urakabarameel, Akibeel, Tamiel, Ramuel, Danel, Azkeel, Saraknyal, Asael, Armers, Batraal, Anane, Zavebe, Samsaveel, Ertael, Turel, Yomyael, Arazyal. These were the prefects of the two hundred angels, and the remainder were all with them. (6)
(6) The Aramaic texts preserve an earlier list of names of these Watchers: Semihazah; Artqoph; Ramtel; Kokabel; Ramel; Danieal; Zeqiel; Baraqel; Asael; Hermoni; Matarel; Ananel; Stawel; Samsiel; Sahriel; Tummiel; Turiel; Yomiel; Yhaddiel (Milik, p. 151).
10Then they took wives, each choosing for himself; whom they began to approach, and with whom they cohabited; teaching them sorcery, incantations, and the dividing of roots and trees.
11And the women conceiving brought forth giants, (7)
(7) The Greek texts vary considerably from the Ethiopic text here. One Greek manuscript adds to this section, "And they [the women] bore to them [the Watchers] three races–first, the great giants. The giants brought forth [some say "slew"] the Naphelim, and the Naphelim brought forth [or "slew"] the Elioud. And they existed, increasing in power according to their greatness." See the account in the Book of Jubilees.
12Whose stature was each three hundred cubits. These devoured all which the labor of men produced; until it became impossible to feed them;
13When they turned themselves against men, in order to devour them;
14And began to injure birds, beasts, reptiles, and fishes, to eat their flesh one after another, (8) and to drink their blood.
(8) Their flesh one after another. Or, "one another’s flesh." R.H. Charles notes that this phrase may refer to the destruction of one class of giants by another (Charles, p. 65).
15Then the earth reproved the unrighteous.
