Besides posting in the many locations I am a member of, I think I will try to knock out my final profile update. Yes I have a new profile in the works due to having an odd number...damn my OCD but who knows when that will surface.
Over the past two years my world has been turned upside down in many ways from death to the possibility of losing my own life. I have debated writing this journal for a while and personally after a lot of reflection here we are.
In April of 2022 I went for a normal exam should been cut and dry until my doctor delivered the heart breaking news that cysts were discovered and I had to go to the hospital immediately to have ultrasounds done because there were many. After many tests they discovered my cysts were Cancerous. I was 30 at the time and already battling through trying to find out why I am always sick when it comes to any form of eating or drinking(this problem is not solved but still being worked on).
I will never forget on 4/15/22 being brought into my doctors office with my mother beside me and informed of my condition. I was given two choices to start rapid chemo because the cysts were spreading....or to forfeit my ability to have children in order to spare my life. I was put on medicine while they got me on the waiting list for my hysterectomy. On 10/4/22 I not only had my hysterectomy but also made new discoveries concerning my health that involve a birth defect.
I will never forget the look in my mothers eyes in last April because that is any parents worst nightmare. I will never forget the responses over the phone I got from Matt, Dave and Orc when they found out. During all of these procedures I stay in close contact with Orc, Theo, Matt, and Dave. They knew about everything and helped as much as they could.
As of May 12, 2023 I went into surgery to have my gall bladder removed. The doctor thought this would help with my intestinal issues...over a month later and nothing really has improved...I go to see another set of specialists for tests involving my liver and intestines because they discovered two new cysts on them...
Personally I give a flying fuck about low lives on this website...but I do advise to leave me out of your shit....I dont have the ability to be nice anymore...that solely is reserved for my friends only
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No one is entitled to know what is going on in any of our lives, especially when it comes to medical issues. I'm sorry people keep attacking you for things they know nothing about. Just keep doing what you're doing, hold your head high, and know you're better than them. You don't owe anyone an explanation. You'll get through all of this.
Oh Cat...
Don't let anyone pull you into anything. Especially when it involves drama and what not. I really wish I could have been there for you when everything happened.
Cat, just focus on yourself and if you need help with the covens or need me or any of the other ACMs to take over, let us know. We're here for you!
Hope all is well for you soon. Many blessings and prayers for you and your family.
Hey I'm sorry to hear about these medical issues . And I'm going through my own medical issues. And I'm sorry that I'm late about this but try to stay positive. I know that is very hard during these difficult times. And I will do my absolute best to comfort you in these difficult times
To those who have been dumb enough to call my health issues fake may you suffer greatly for your stupidity
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