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Well needless to say,after I told my mom and her scolding me for wetting the bed,she tells me it was just a nightmare.Well at first I tended to agree with her.But after a few years of seeing this figures I knew it was more than a nightmare.I didn't know what but I knew it was not a nightmare.And on top of all this,my brother's, my sister and I had to put up with our father's drunken rages.Though he never posed a threat to me or my sister,he really gave it to my older brothers.I would find out as an adult the reason he never hit me or my sister It was that our mother threatened to kill him if he touched us.And surprising enough he took her for her word.And knowing my mother like I did I'm sure she would have hurt him or killed him over my sister and I.She took many beatings from that man, many I didn't think she would survive.That man would beat her with anything he could get his hands on.But then again his hands did the trick most of the time.I remember him beating her with the butt of his shot gun once.All of us kids laid in our beds shaking in fear none of us moving,because my brother Roger said it was nothing we could do and besides he may of hurt us,when that man was in one of those rages he was instoppable......

I hated this house,I never felt right here,I wouldn't realize why til much longer in life.Many times I'd be lying in my bed and I'd hear my closet door creak.Well this started when I was about 6 and lasted for about four years.And ofcourse I would be paralize with fear as this happened.I'd look out the corner of my eye at the closet and watch it open a few inches.Well terrified I'd wet myself,cause I was after all six years old.Then one by one I'd watch as tall figures would walk out of my closet and surround my bed.I couldn't speak,couldn't yell for my mom,couldn't move.I was scared stiff........

I have to tell you about my parents,My father a drunk most of my life,caused nothing but drama and heartache for my mother.My mother a women scared out of her mind,well thats the feeling I got until their divorce.She was a hard,keep everything inside,don't talk about your feelings to anyone kind of women.I'm sure that came from living with my father for eighteen years,I not sure how she survived all that time.She was hard on my sister and I ,not a forgiven kind a woman,when we got spanked,we really got beat.There was no holding back for that woman,but you know She loved us,there was no question about that.She along with my grandmother always told me at an early age that I was special,that I was going to go places,well after this story you decide..........

I was born the fourth son out of five children,my sister would come three years later.I tell you this because,I don't really remember my sister til I reached the age of 7 or 8.I'm not sure why I don't remember any of that.But I don't remember my older brothers either.Strange,huh?My earliest memory I have is when I'm about 4,I was running around the front yard in my underwear.The next memory I have is around 5 or 6 we had moved to this country house about 30 or 45 minutes to my town.I hated this place.I always remembering something bad is going to happen here..........