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My friend, Lauren Edgecliff, has started an advice email. Her email is teentroublesanonymous@yahoo.com. Email her if you can, since she can expand if she gets a lot!

Shadowgirl

Today, I'm getting a whole pack of cigarettes to myself! Yay! This Friday will be my last week in Oxford for a while, at least till summer school starts! Well, I managed to get onto the rave in computer class, which surprised me yesterday, since it was blocked yesterday. Oh well. My day is going horrible, thanks to the stupid fool I have to call "father". I shall waste no energy or space on him, though. Anywho, later homeys, since I have to get off!

Shadowgirl

I got caught smoking on Thursday, and I got grounded. I prolly won't be on the Net as much, since Mom won't let me, and Dad DEFINITELY won't let me. I had to steal my little sis's password to log on! I'll try to get on every once in a while, but I prolly won't be on as much. Plz accept my apology! I love you all, so send me messages, so that when I can get on, I'll have something to look forward to!

Shadowgirl

Yeah, here's my horoscope for the day, and it is partly true.



Avoid those who'll try to draw you into some unscrupulous dealings. During this day you could meet the person of your dreams; and if you live as a couple, your relationship will be unusually harmonious. For the sake of your good physical shape, cut down alcoholic or sweet drinks. You'll have great chances to obtain a promotion or a pay raise; if you're an independent worker, be careful so as not to take excessive risks.



I think I should just quit messing around with Zach and completely ignore him. He pisses me off, but I will not let him get to me, and I will not let him interfere with what good is going on now. I should juss wail the tar out of him, but that wouldn't be a fair fight and everyone knows it. He even admitted it when we were friends and we were talking about a time that I almost DID beat his butt. He even admitted he was scared, and that's why he walked off. Oh well. I promise I won't start nuttin. Later!

Shadowgirl

Yeah, I've tried to get ahold of JT for the last few days, but everytime I've called, his dad picks up and says that he's not around. Gah, he must be home sometimes! Oh well. I hope I get laid today! Which I'm pretty sure I will! Anywho, not much else to say, so Later!

Shadowgirl, Daughter of the Moon

Well, not much is going on. Shadowloo, BaphometsServant, has been out for four days. He says he is ill, but I doubt it. He also says that he has joined a coven. Whatever. Anyway, two more days! Until Shadowgirl Trickster Ravenwolf gets laid! Oh my goodness, I'm so excited! I went and smoked this morning at the church parking lot with Kala Minter, Liz, and Kristin. Kyle tried to follow, but I pissed him off when I wouldn't give him a cigarette. Good. I can't stand him. He's just an act. That's all he is. He will never really be anybody, but who everyone wants him to be. That's okay, though. He won't be a big influence in my life, so he won't be able to affect me at all. I've got to deliver a speech next period and I'm so freakin nervous, it's not even funny! The assignment was that we were supposed to deliver a speech about our pet peeve. Mine is talking about people behind their back. Oh well. It's not like it's a big deal, since everyone will just pay attention to get their grade for class participation. Whatever. Not much else to say, so I'll say Later homeys!

Shadowgirl, Daughter of the Moon

And yet it has been a long while since I've updated this journal. I have not had time to really do anything to this site. So much has happened, and so much will happen this weekend. My friend, Kraven, has invited me to get high with him on Friday night. And my friend, who shall not be named, has invited me to sleep with him on Saturday night. Since I'm going to meet up with both of them at the mall, and sneak away, I don't think my parents will let me go to the mall for two nights in a row. Yes, tis a sad situation. I've told Kraven I shan't go with him, but the friend who shall not be named's situation is iffy, cuz he does not know yet for sure if his Saturday is open or not. I shall keep mine open just in case! Last night, I was being a little wussy *I know none will want to know the following, but oh well*, and tried to pop my healed up cherry with a tampon and succeeded in ripping it only. It didn't hurt, and all I felt was a little pain, but not much. Well, not much else to say! *sorry I had to gross you guys out, but what's life without a little bit of fun every now and then!* Later, loves!

Shadowgirl