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I watched the sun rise on the top of a tree. There really is something to be said about a mornings cool breeze as the wind runs through the forrest and all you can do is sit and enjoy the moment of clarity that comes from it all and the weightlessness of the moment as the beams of sunlight begin to explode from the horizon as if it was in a state of flux within the time of the now with all that is felt and seen around you at that very moment and as quickly as that moment comes, it vanishes in the most fleeting way possible and nothing you can do can bring that back save for the memories you have created in order to recall that moment when you could only sit and smile as the world slowly turned into that brighter day and you are left feeling drained as the whole thing begins to crash down.

this is not some sort of call for help, no this is not that type of drivel. this is merely the expunging of all the wordless thoughts that come to my head when i seriously think of how people can stand themselves and me for that matter it astounds me that i am here with you people and constantly i want to be some where else entirely. i cam in constant pain from whatever only knows what caused it. and i am constantly in a state where i just want to be able to die already. but the thing that astounds me the most about you humans. whenever there is the semblance of a mental relationship. just the slightest chance of some mental capacity to be able to speak to each other for prolonged hours on end. just that little inkling of hope will somehow turn it into a sexual manner. this total and utter lack of any self respect in todays youth is something that surprises me every single time i think about it and i can only imagine the shit the generation after that will incur.

seriously though, if you are with someone. listen to them and get in balance with their wants and diswants and all that jazzy shit. im serious about this one. you have goals, they have goals. those goals should be your own and together you come to each other with the goals in the works and with clear and concise goals and honesty. if you both have the same goals, cool. but make sure you can uplift them and they can up lift you.

otherwise you are doomed.

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ReaperSoulMate
06:59 Apr 13 2021

I wish more people thought like this.
This is why most relationships fail.
I agree with you're post 100%.

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SnowMantle
18:53 Apr 13 2021

I agree, a heartfelt conversation is lacking, just got through explaining my feelings about the cyber shit to a person a few days ago. The sad part in it was they never listened to me, So I blocked them.

It's all a game now, on this site and others there is no communication, very little effort to even get to know a person, they just keep adding people that they see as easy pickings or a new game.

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