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this may sound wierd to someof you but it makes perfict sence to me...I am a sexual person and at times it seams to control me more offton then not. At time I can only think of the sensual conection you get with some one who ever that may be a husband, boyfirend, girlfriend, lover, or maybe even a compleate staranger...I find that it's more errotic when you have only met the person for a short amount of time and become intamate with them every thing is just hands downmore stimulateing. Now granted we have all come acrose that one person and they could not deliver what you had thought of...I my self love sex to a point where it is a must have. in my foresight there are two kinds of people with in the sexual circle and thouse are drivers and riders. (drivers) pleasers thouse who will go to the farthest exstent to make the other happy and sometimes they gain more staisfaction for the other compleating then them selfs..(riders) thouse who want every thing done to them some will do to the other but perfure to have them pleased...I my self are a driver I love to please I have found that from time to time I will never get to the "finished" but I am satisfied just do to there words I am open and load with what I want or what I would like to do...it seems as of late it is hard to find some one who views that way I do..but any way sence I can remember I have been this way but I have one fantasy that I have yet and can only yern to do...doubtful that it will come to call but it still eats at my dreams and calls in the back of my head...well any way if you can releate to this feel free to hit me up and let me know...sorry for how long this is and so now my ramboling is done!

hello all who reads this...I am sorry lol....any way the day of days. I my self find that when you let your mind wonder you tend to think things you wouldn't normaly think or say things you mean but weren't to be heard....well the day of days is almost amongst me!...I have bled and sweated and put more then a quarter of my life into a work force that will never give me what I need or want!...FREEDOME!...and with a new job venture I now have it! FREEDOME in every aspect...i can now be the father I wished to be..and see the parts of the world and do the things I want to see and do...it's great!....now I just need some one to understand the me that I am! and understand I have scares from war that are deep and can alowe me to heal! well any way enough pointless ramboling....thanks! lord slaid!