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Broken love



As I lay here changed to the slab I realize

I love u as the flower loves, then some I

Miss u as the flower misses the sun

In the depths of winter that

Your absence has banished me to

You are my sun come and heat my world

Light my way though the dark

Show me the light that I have never seen

Please help me my love

You are the light in the dark and

Cold world of mine

Broken dreams



I am alone in the desert standing there,

Holding an empty bag that held my dreams,

Now as shattered as the sand I am standing on,

Trying to desperately to hold on but getting nowhere,

Trying to find the light but seeing the dark,

Wishing, hoping, that someone will save me...









River of tears



I am crying a river in the desert of broken dreams. I stand trying to keep from drowning unable to breathe unable to move. Hearing only the pain and suffering and loss of what was once a beautiful flower. Now dead and welted gone and lost to the sands of time in which I reside. Someone please save this broken hollow shell. Before there is nothing left but the river of tears.







Chain of love



I sink to the dark depth as I sink I use our love to ancker you to me to hold you to me as I hold you to me. The storm above rages and we just float on the sea of life forever linked forever held together one without the other one is the other one unit but separate always in love but never loved.



The shadows





I am a lonely wretched being that walks in the shadows. My body twisted and mangled form the light. I will forever be in the shadows always loving but never loved. Always they’re but never there. You feel my presence in a cold breeze and you don’t in the heat. You see me as a shadow and not as the light. I am in front of you when your eyes are closed and gone when they are open. Nothing in this world will save me nothing but one oh where are you love. I search for you in the light before finding. you where are you love I look. The night but never finding you oh where are you my love. I keep looking but you evade me like the shadow evades the sun.







My flower





I sit here looking at an image wondering if it is you. I can’t imagine what you look like. Are you scared? Are you cute? Are you in pain? These are the things I wish to know about you my flower. A flower that blooms so beautifully. But I will always be the bee the sun that helps you grow and live. The sun and the flower as one but a part. We are as friends but we love and respect each other. You will always have my ear my flower.











The lost one



How many times can I say it I love you I will shout it from the roof tops or from the

Tallest mountain if I thought you would hear it I love I miss you when you are gone my

World falls apart when you are here I am so happy I can’t breath you are lost but I will

Find you died I will follow nothing can stop me from being with you but you I say I love

You but all I hear is echoes in a empty room I scream your name hoping you will hear it I wish my lost one will come home









The unattainable





As I sit here a flash of you. What a flash of you I can't breathe. I calm down you are

My unattainable. A flash I can't breath I wish you where here. I want to hold you I

Care for you but all I get in return is nothing. The cold empty life of love is so

Cruel. I want to brake the chains of my despair. I want to free myself of the hold you

Have on me. I would die for you. I would give up the world for the asking. You are my

Unattainable.









The gift





I am a lonely retched creature that is worthless than the air I breathe. I want death’s gift. I need it but he won’t grant it. I am doomed to walk alone always seeking but never finding wanting but never getting. Please release me from my pain you are the only one you are my death give me your gift.











The box of broken dreams



As I put you in a little box of lost dreams and lost loves. I do it with a heavy heart. I don’t want to put you in the box. You are the only one that does not deserve to be in there. But I must so I will not love again. You take all the love I had and pull it in with you. I wish that you were in my heart instead. But I must put you in the box of broken dreams.





The bird



I love you I hear your name whispered in the wind my throat closes my heart races I lose all concentration I can't breath and when I can I have short slow breaths you are my love my soul you are my bird fly free as the wind takes you







The forgotten love



I sit here I try to forget you. I tried not loving you. But you are in my soul. You are my soul but yet you will never know this for I am the forgotten love. I shall never look up on such beauty again for there is none that matches yours. I will never look up on the one and only true love. I am your forgotten love never to be seen or heard. All ways in the shadow never in the light. Never in the love.









My world



As I sit here hear. I think of you. I know I will never hear you again or see you again you left me. You went to a better please. I will never see you smile. I will never hear you laugh. You where my world. I would give it all up to have you back. But as we die we live as we live we die. You say I love you and hope you understand why I did this. I love you and never will ever stop loving you Evan in death. Death can not pull us apart don’t cry over me. Don’t be sad be happy ill be watching over you. But when you left me you left my world.





My angel



I think of you your name but a whisper on my lips the words I love u choke me I cant

Breath when I think of you I die when you are gone I dwell in darkness with out you my

Heart is not the same when you are a foot a way my love is strong for you I would die

And kill for you. You have a power over me that no one else has that over me your are my I call the heavens wanting you to be returned to me it is not right I suffer I burn in hell with out you u please my angel fly home to me



Cant breath



I wish I was with you. I cant breath with out you. You are the air I breathe. The life in my veins and the soul in my heart. You stole my love and ran. But yet I chase you. I am yours as the wind takes the dirt. I will sore to you at all times.





Can’t speak



You say I love you. I go to say it but nothing comes out. I cant speak I cant say it. I want to but nothing I wish you could. All I can say is I need to say it I have to say it. I try still nothing I will try one more time and I sit in fear. I l--l--love you I said it and I haller it from the roof tops. I love u I shout as the wind takes it.



Heaven and hell



I sit here thinking of you I wish I could see you I wish I was with you with one swift move meant I will join you in heaven or hell. Hell would be haven with you in it. I miss you deeply. I care for you. I love you but all I get back is a cold kiss of death as I wait to be taken. I see I will not. Be you have taken my heart I will take my life.





Life Mate



I love you at the depths of my soul. You are my life my mate my soul. I wish we where close. But I can’t see the river the river of love that is taking me a way from you. Come back to me you are my mate. I would wather cry. My life is not and I die I wish I could hold you. I wish I was there to protect you but my life is not as I die. You are my life. I love you. I love you. Remember all the love we have as my life is not as I die.





Superman



I cry out for you. As you leave I love you. I want you. I need you to save me. You are my superman please save me. I fall for you. I need you. I need to you saved me. I wish you would come to me. I cant live with out you fly to me my superman







Ocean of tears



We are friends. I like to be friends. The word is but a tear in the ocean of life. If I cry it is because I lost you. All my tears are my friends. Please don’t make me cry. I have no tears left but one that tear you. I have cried many life times lets stop crying for we need are tears.





Star of love



You are a star. You shine so brightly in the heaves. You are so beautiful. I love the way you look. My heart is the havens you light my path. You show me the way. You brighten my life. I crave my stars touch. I need it but you are so far out of reach. I will hold my star in my arms when I can. But for now shine brightly. Be there to light my path.







Light of life



As I set in my dark room I look out. And see you sonnie who's name shines in the sky. who's name shines my life but the sun of my life is gone. You burned out. You are the sun of my life. Now I live in a dark room a dark life is what I see for me. You are the one that lighted my life and now I live in darkness total darkness.





The star of life





The stars are the life. I found my star of life. The star of life is my world is my life. How I crave her how I want her how I need her I wish I was with her my star will make me live. I need the star to live I cant live with out you my star my one and only star. The star is my life she is my star of life.





Fallen star





You fail for me. You who lived among the stars have fallen. You are my fallen star. I will protect you I will save you. I will fall for you only to pick my self up. I will always save my fallen star you will be my life you are my one and only fallen star. I have fallen for my fallen star that has fallen so deep for me. As deep as the havens are infinite we will be together my fallen stars.







Angel of love



I find my self sitting here looking at your picther and want to know more. Oh how I long to be the one you love. The one that gives you happy ness joy life I finding my self hollow empty un worthy of you but I keep trying to turn your heart to me but all I fell is the emptiness that your love fills him with I am the rotten lonely being that only wishes you happy with every thing he has. When you only say hi my heart say yet when you say buy my heart say oh god no. I cant live with your smile I cant live with you. Come and be my angel of love.

She waits in the quiet darkness

Her body still with anticipation

Trying in vain to still her raging heart

Swallowing hard,

She hears the opening of the door

Tensed muscles, strangled by her need

The shape of her curves seeming to beg

A soundless whisper, calling to my hand

Touch Me,

Set me on fire

Taste my need

And feed on my lust

Like a moth to a flame

My lips meet her's in a blaze of willed heat

My strong arms pressing her gently

Coaxing her down to the softness of the bed

Brushing kisses down her neck

They sting her skin,

And consume her soul

Her legs wrapped around my waist

Pulling me closer into her

Savage in her need to have me fill her

She needs to feel me

Needs to have me

An unyielding desire,

Urged on by my touch

Pressed by my scent

She aches with want

Devoured by a primal instinct

That threatens to drown her

Steal her sanity

And keep her captive

Praying for her release

Her eyes begging for my pity

Arching her back I move deeper

Pressing further into her velvety walls

Burying myself, she can feel my heart race

See the need carved into my face

Her breath now racing along side mine

Moaning as I bite her lower lip

Like an explosion of need, want and lust

A sweet release that shakes her body

She cries out as I clenched her close

Welcoming the slowing of her heart

Listening as it moves in rhythm with mine

She is satisfied

The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice

Hearing you speak my name

Beckoning me to answer

Telling me you want me

So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love



Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us

Tracing your shadow scape

Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your angelic body and

All its divinity and I praise you

Because all of that is for me



I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies

Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts

Dripping down my chin

Your taste is something that I ever couldn't re-create



Needing every atom of your anatomy

Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity

Dipping in and out of you stroking more than my consciesness

Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes

In my daydreams

Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum

And it makes me want you right there and then



Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get

Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish you to be caught between a rock and my hard place



As wetness develops your legs begin to open and your spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it

You know my body like the back of your hands

And touch me and send me into ecstacy



your thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high

Body rising

Sweating

Panting

Make-up melting

Pulling my hair and

Scratching my back

I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name



You feeding me makes me bilingual



I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine

And I struggle

As you lick torturing me

I try to get away but

Not really



Running out of room begging for more up against the wall that has been scuffed by your stilletos

Again

I pry apart my thighs and tell you to be still

And you willingly submit to me because you love the way I dominate you

Demanding that you cum for me so you do as your told



You've molded me so I'm good to no-one else but you

You've conquered this once orgasmicless world and multiplied it

Again and

Again



My face radiates with after-glow

My pillow scented by you

A fragrance which haunts me

My room smells of the best sex

I

Covered in body prints and finger prints and you above me

Your name written indelibly upon my body in your genetic history



You feeding me makes me bilingual







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