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i cant believe that after 4 years my fioncee can just leave me! the only reason he told me was that he just got sick of me. first my baby samarra then dan. ive cried so long i never thought any body can cry this much. i really dont know y im writing this maybe its cause i dont have any one any more and i gotta let it out sum how. i dont know what to do i wanna give him time to think things through but i miss him so much thats 4 years of my life down the drain, out the window possibly gone forever. i know every one says oo youll get over it but this was my one true love, the one i wanted to spend my life with but maybe i was wrong cause dan doesnt seem to feel the same way. i miss his hugs,his kisses, and just him in general i go to bed crying and i wake up crying ive tried every thing to keep my mind off of him it just doesnt work. i cry day in and day out i dont know what im going to do. im soo confused if any body reads this and has any advice to help it would be greatly appreciated.

i dont wanna hurt any more