Reality bites or does it? I have just figured out that my family is not who or what i had believed them to be for the longest. Pettiness and two faced people seem to run rampant in this house, that is except for one. He has made me see things that should have been right before my eyes, he has opened them and now i see what should have been right before my eyes. Thank you babe for all that you do and all that you say. You, are the only one that has been able to break down part of this shield and let me see glimpses of who and what i should and want to be. I love you.
Sometimes it is hard to pass judgement of others to them. I have, for a long time been one that cannot just come out and tell it like it is, but, here lately that is changing and for the good i do believe. You simply need a strong person that is truely interested in you, what you do and stand for, and one that only wants the best for you in all things. I think that by the gods i have finally found that one that i have been looking for all of my life. Age doesn't have a thing to do with it. We are good together and he treats me better than any man, or even any one has ever treated me in the past. I don't claim to be perfect, but i am finding that the me that i am becoming because of him is a truely good and just person whether the being just is easy, or whether it is hard. That is saying alot for me. Thank you baby for all that you do for me...You have guided me here and i pray that it never stops.
I know that right now all that is going on is just one huge test against my new knowledge and beliefs. Just one thing after another from my old life to come along and mess with me and my new life that i am building. I will not let the past win again. I will be vigilant in my new path and win.
Could it be that i have finally found the serinity that i have been looking for all of my life? I feel a peace now that i have never felt before and i am awed by it and perhaps a little afraid to let go of my emotions and let go.
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I love to see those that find what is missing in their lives the one piece that brings everything all together. Dare I say it Damn it feels good to be a vampyre! Welcome too the family hope you enjoy it here. ~Nico
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