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why cant I ever see whats in front of me until I lose it .In set at night and I cry because everything I hold so dear always desapers.

why cant things be the way they are I wish I could change every thing but I cant even if I try some how I will just die as I lay in my death bed I want you to know that you should of just let things be

Nathan I love you I realy do but the way you see things nothing can come true .I have friends some I need just like Scott hes always there for me I love you both in a way I just wish you could see if things keep this way YOU will be just another enemy.

I dont understand why you fell that way I just try to make my pane go away its not my falt I realy try but no matter what I want to die

life sucks yes its true except when you have friends for you

i cut mysefl some times deep as the blood runs down my skin i think of bitter memeries of where ive been