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I have been going thru alot in my world and well I am venting



Reality can be a real OMG what the heck happened thing...

I find myself saying okay did I want this?

Work.. We got our reviews and since my manager dislikes me so she really did not give me anything to work with and she surely got me on the well I am not doing this as career thing but okay I am doing for the pay check.



I also find myself pondering why I am inlove with my best friend he is a wonderful man but he is so jaded sometimes and well he is a serious tease.. One day he is open then the next he is a closed door.. I am beginning to think Geminis are more work then they are worth. I attract alot of them into my like meanwhile I am cancer.. I donot get it why the heck I am so amused with my friend but I am. So I am doing something stupid for valentines day.. At his desk he will have ten candy grams, a huge poem and calilies..

He does not like the holiday so of course I am going to make him feel like he has never been loved before..

WEG maybe that will give him the hint that dang I love you can you please come out of your cage and play with me before I get bored and move on?@



Then of course I had to go watch a movie so I watched Untraceable. I was pissed off by hurting a kitten more then I was about the murdering the people until he got the friend. MY god what has this world become?! Are we that desensatised? To be that graphic? Dang I thought about and don't get me wrong I love horror and I love suspense. But Saw and others raise the bar of gore and the next generation really does not see what life is all about. It is not being hateful and let's kill the students of the school or teacher for he is not he does not give them a good grade. It is not that this movie stirred a horrific thought into all of our minds that yes the computer can be used as a weapon, or a tool. It has yes its perversions but then the fact that people like death enough to look at on the news or pictures and such. It makes me believe that society as a whole has changed alot and I wonder how many are out there thinking the same thing as I am. As I get older do I want a child in this world? Do I want a child to turn crazy??? I am not too sure I want one anymore for even though it holds the next generation to my family, I am not sure it is such a good idea.. Ten year olds having sex, drugs, god knoes what else. Yeah we had them in my world but it is unexpected to see a child give birth to a child. It is horrific that we have wars for we have a government that forgot what we really stand for. It is like the world changes daily and time really does fly. I am not sure what to say other than wow. I am wanting to find away not to be around when earth puts the smack down on us for we are fooking her up..



enough of that for now... meow roar...

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OniKumo
21:27 Feb 09 2008

LOL Mankind will always cycle through its ages of innocence and perversion. The same things were said about the Romans. Then the Royal Elite. Everytime we cycle back to our eras of trust and nievety, only to cycle back. Such is life. LOL But I like your views.

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