suffering from a form of Autism, I am not weak, ulgy or slow minded. I am beautiful and unique. I am storybook full of creative stories.
Deep baggage to the soul .
Needed a fix needed to be needed.
Escape unto the baggage .
Escape again.
Like tattoos.
Imprinted unto the soul.
If you're going to be a sinner, be the best sinner on the block.
Anton Szandor LaVey
Negative honor queen, you complain. How the admins attack you and how you are bullied. You break the rules and attack the admin on here. You are the one who starts drama. You started with me. So now you open the Pandora box. I am not an atheists, a theists Satanists. You lie alot,
Negative honor queen, bitter revengeful runs through her veins. Keyboard warrior typing away. Spreading chaos and malice. Wondering why no one likes her.
Rats have a litter a day. They don't believe in birth control, so that's why. Some of them take steroids to get very large too.
Dating in today virtual world, can be unreal. You don't know who's real or who's AI.
That's why i date in the real world.
Demon possession. Is it a metaphysics of the mind or do demons really possess the soul?
I believe the media, makes it into a dramatic over the top experiences. I don't think a demon can take over , unless you invite him/her/they to stay.
Breaking ex's car windows and game systems.
RAGE, For me is hard to control. I have faced consequence for my actions. And learned to simply walk away.
In my younger days, I received a few restraining orders. I was reckless, and violent. Threaten to kill my ex for cheating.
Now I'm older, I'm careful.
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Careful in what way?
It's good to be careful.
Fritz Haarmann ,Sava Savanović, Auguste Delagrange, are real life Vampires. So, yes Vampires do exists.
Son of Sam.
A wolf to a lamb .
Beware!Beware! the wolf is at your door.
Son of Sam wants more
Never filled, never full
Beware! Beware! The wolf is at your door.
Cryptic messages amongst the blood
The Black swan, is a soul representation of liberation.
Freedom, rebellion and activistism in her wings.
Oh you should be concerned .
For we are the sons and daughters .of the witches you burned .
You should of learned .
That your book is full of lies .
And Magick never dies.
Black Magick witch is who I be.
It's the force in me .
My book of shadows is My key
To open the great mystery
Ave, the black swans, the donors and the givers. I'm grateful for your service.
Ave and Nema.
May you raise like babylon. And liberate like Lilith.
It's late, around 3ish am.
Street lights are deem.
Night stalker, Richard Ramirez.
Is out again, like Aries .
The God of War.
His spirit roaming the Los Angeles nightlife.
Streets are closed tight
Cause tonight
Is a night, for vengeances.
P.s.
I, a friend of the night stalker, Hope he gives you a special greeting, my beloved negative honor queen.
Negative honor Queen.
I place a curse upon thee.
That your eyes remain shut
And your soul in calaminity
Attacking your mind and your sanity
I know who you are
I can sense it from afar
Your cyber fingertips, Pressing down the keyboard
Oh Lord
Here we go again,
Keyboard basement dweller
It's been two years. Since I last cut. I been clean from self destruction.
No longer follow the razor blade .
Nor the monster that I made .
It's faded.
In the past .
No longer last .
Thin cold lips.
And skeleton hips.
Bones shattered .
Always Hallow.
So many diet pills to swallow.
Magazine cover .
Purging lover.
Gotta be perfect .
Your A Hidden shadow amongst the wicker basket.
My closed casket.
Stalking , whispering goosebumps inside my head .
Haunting words you once said.
Now a echo, amongst the mental disorders.
Mental illness! Doesn't make me weak. Instead makes me stronger, knowing that my battles are trophies that I wear with pride.
Thinking of using vampirerave, to be my art portfolio. I think it would be fun, to share.
Looking at an Artists eyes
Inside it lies
Butterflies and
Ballerinas dancing in the bit of night.
Snowy dripping off the light
They once had. A sight
Inside those brown eyes
Did you know. Vampirerave is a show. Full of drama, full of mixed nuts in a bag. Full of unwanted baggage. Inside scoop, all in free package.
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Not everyone is like that . Some of us are good people
we are individuals with our own set of quirks. Thats why we are unique, some bad apples but there is a lot of good people on this sight
I'm an unsalted cashew not one of those common salty peanuts.
You ought to look at yourself in the mirror if you have one. Generalizations won't cut it here. Take a good look at your image.and ask am I a generalization?
Since im an Artists and write songs, King Paimon, is My favorite demon patron to work with for that.
The world is a paradox. Full of mystery and paranormal adventures.
Unsolved like a puzzle and The pieces keep getting bigger for each rediscovery. Who knows if Big foot. Lock Ness or reptile man exists. We will find out one day.
Only in movies, where a vampire can be changed. In reality no. You are either a human living vampyre or not.
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I respectfully disagree
Of course I could be wrong.
Anarchy is my beautiful Bride
Her dress covered with rebellion on each side
Her ring shines like the tide
Of community
Why the rainbow color? The rainbow color stands for Lgbtq liberation. Which I stand for. To fight for rights, to be heard. From the great fall of lucifer.
Every thing In history Is a battle for civil rights. For liberation.
Samael, the king of all demons, married the beautiful Lilith. Known for her liberation for women, is a romance story that should be told amongst the masses.
Bullying a word used like a sling shot in vampire rave. Crying from a person, who does the bullying. Cries from the consequences of their actions. Cries when their victims voice out. Defending yourself isn't bullying my dear. "I'm being bullied, when I'm secretly a bully, is getting old. "Even for a sadistic individual like me.
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It has a certain boomerang effect in said situations as well. Just my opinion of course.
I agree with this statements
Oh my beloved Beelzebub, how delicious my sinful appetite is. How pleasure and food makes the days warmer. And the stomach happier. Grant us pleasure in each fruit and wine we engage in.
Uneven yolk. So many wars and stupidity under this view. I lost countless friends due to this word.
That why I don't follow Abrahamic religions.
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Wise decision from my vantage. But you should be able to define what it is if you don't want to follow it. I don't actually think many people know what they believe lost in murky depths and or obscured by gray mists.
Yahweh, had secrets in his closet especially keeping his wife Asherah a secret.
You say hell like it's a bad thing. This website is how you make it.
The reason, I mention king Salomon, is to correct a statement that the author claims that the Bible doesn't allow polygamy. Now if you read all the prophets in the old testiment. They had many wives.
You could say, that the old testimony doesn't count.
Jesus did say I didn't come to change the laws but to fillful it.
Now in my community we fully accept poly relationship. Rather you have two husbands or wives, it doesn't matter. Love is love.
P.s. vReapersoulmatev please read from Genesis to revelations carefully each word. Instead of church telling you what to do.
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During the American civil war the south used the bible to endorse slavery as God's will too. Human sacrifice is supposed to be evil too but yet someone was asked by God to sacrifice his son right? The reasoning being all the rules change for God or his so called chosen people. I suppose one can reason that since God establishes the authorities that people are to subject themselves to in the new testament and so when the south lost the civil war it then became His will to abolish slavery unless you lose your constitutional rights and become a convicted felon. If one wants to adhere to authority of the bible then you should subject yourself to the authorities and laws of the land you live in. Thus you have to ratify a federally recognized religion that allows polygamy and be a disciple of it to be legal. Isn't there some state that allows that for a religion off the top of my head? In my studies of the bible no so called Cristian should be anywhere near this site being unequally yoked with unbelievers but since it's not absolute truth then the watered down versions should be okay that anyone belongs to.
REMEMBER' king Solomon had many wives. Being Poly is ok.
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I agree
I agree too but not because the bible tells me so. Its authority comes from Hebrew blood magick to my understanding. Something a vampire should know well the power of.
A true follower of Satan, never abuses childen. Nor animals. We are against rape and racism.
Magick is my liberation. The power to change, to accept and become and Inspire the mass.
Magick comes from within the soul and Spells are words of poetry sent to the God's and Goddess.
FORCED beliefs couldn't heal me, or change me into a Saint.
Knowing that, A dictator couldn't hear my prays of agony.
Low self esteem was my drug side effect that left me sick with hatred for being me. I swallowed bullying like a bottle of Jack daniels.
which in turn, lead me to my suicide attemp, that made me disabled.
To this day, I have trouble with pronunciations, memory, math skills and mental illness. A diagnosed puzzle piece, that I must learn to solve.
Today, I learned to accept my disabilities.
I stand with Disability pride.
“A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles.” –Christopher Reeve
Born into abandonment, poverty, and molestion from the people I trusted, my family!. I left their sadistic ties and started my own liberation.
My journey to freedom was filled with challenges, but with the support of Lucifer, my friends, and the opportunity to start anew, I was able to create the life I had always
Hail Hekate, dark mother of witches. Grant us the ability to get along in a community.
Project 2025,
You can't earse a community to suit your needs. The community been here, since the beginning of time.
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