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You never know what you have until you lose it



Parts of my mind

are now like a small child

who wandered off

late at night

in a strange city

where a known monster has just escaped.



I fear my memories and quickness of thought will never return to me.

Til then I am doomed to st..st..stuttering and blank expressions.

Looking for that small child

Always searching for that which is

Forever lost

((dedicated to this verse's inspiration - thank you M'lady Kataryne))



SLIT!

SLASH!

RIP!

CUT!

over and again

these make a cutter's day

the first one opens...

not enough

a second then is made

third and fourth

more and more

til blood is scarce

save on the dampened floor

this makes a cutter's day

be it the pain

the blood

the rush

the scars

they'll do what must be done

this is a cutter's day

don't dare try stop it

even with love

it does no good

they'll cut you down as well

for this is the cutter's way

Memories of times long past

Climbing trees

Bubbles blowing on the breeze

Friends jumping on trampolines

Splashing each other with sun-warmed coke

Just as life is one big joke

Roaring belly-laughs float through the air

Memories of times long past

Where did they go?

I miss them so

Times where the most horrid of things

Posed NO threat

Terrorists and death

Guns and flames

Crasing planes

How did these things come to be?

What happened to our world?

Where's the humanity?!

When we're young:

guns are plastic

knives cut food

The definition of "terrorist"...

was your older brother

Broccoli and brussel sprouts:

were public enemy number one

Now...

Guns shoot teachers,

classmates,

loved ones

Troubled minds

Clothed in black trench coats

pull the trigger

Altering fate

Now,

Knives cut wrists

Terrorists DO exist

They use these knives,

these guns

Hi-jack plans

Hold our dear family

and precious friends

Hostage

They destroy buildings

Buildings which were once symbols

of our great nation

the US of A

Memories of times long past

Where did they go?

I miss them so

Friends long gone

Shall I see thee soon?

Once again under the silver moon

In a time where fights were between cops and

robbers

Not our mothers and fathers

Shall I see thee soon...

In a time we had fun

And never yelled and screamed

Except to annoy our parents

In a time when Coke

Meant soda

Not some drug

A time when we were snug as a bug in a rug

Memories of time long past,

where did they go?

I miss them so

Oh

How I miss them so

How do we learn to judge?

Who teaches us?

Where do our standards come from?

So many times I've been judged by people who

have no standards.

They use the standards of others to make up

their minds

Goddess forbid they get to know me

My exterior is not the only part of me

There's so much more inside of me,

If you'd only take the time to see

I may wear all black, but it doesn't mean I'm

evil

I may wear black lipstick, but it doesn't mean

I'm a dominatrix

I may have long nails, but it doesn't mean I'm

an animal

I may bare my teeth, but it doesn't mean I'll

bite

I may wear pentacles, but it doesn't mean I'll

put a spell on you



We automatically accept others' opinions and

treat them as true standards

Why not look within yourself?

Depend on your own heart



Judging me can lead to those terrible things you

said I was

I may bite, reach for your throat with my claws

But who am I kidding?

I'm just a pussy kat

I wouldn't harm a fly

::swat

Ankle length skirts and red PVC boots,

Fishnets and corsets and black leather catsuits.

Collars and cuffs and hands covered in rings...

these are a few of my favorite things.

When the cat bites,

when the whip stings,

when I'm feeling bad:

I simply remember my favorite things, and then I don't feel...

so bad........!

You are an angel

Fallen perhaps, but mine nonetheless

You appeared from nowhere

Stunning me with your love and compassion

Unable to accept you as a true angel,

I tried to turn away

But your light continued to wash over me

You opened my eyes

I saw you as though I'd seen nothing before

The thought of you warms me heart and soul

Why have you graced me with your light?

With every passing absent moment, I question it more

But with each word you speak to me,

I realize why these questions are irrelevant

My only relevant notion is that I've been blessed

I've been given a sight that no other posesses

Others pass my beloved angel and brush him off,

but I see his wings spread,

his true nature revealed

I am labeled mad for my beliefs

But what else matters?

I've my angel to hug

to hold

to love

to love with a love that is more than the love that is more than love

Love that is more than any normal human can bestow upon another

The truest of true love is what we share

The forbidden engagement of an angel...

to his demon.

Death becomes you

You become Death

Your heart stops its beat

Your veins stop their pulse

Your skin fades its tan

Your eyelids seal shut

Your neurons stop their fire

Your muscles stop their twitch



Death becomes you

YOU become Death

See the pretty demon

Dressed in all velvet and lace

As she looks you up and down

Admiring your pretty face

Shy from this pretty demon

She's more than meets the eye

She'll drink you blood...

Make you hers...

Use you for a toy

See the pretty demon...

Say "Hello" to the vampire's way

Tell your life:

"Goodbye"

No matter what you do,

No one ever cares.

No matter how hard you try,

You never get ahead.

You can give and give and give,

No one will ever give anything back.

All the doctors in the world

will never make you healthy.

All the chemicals in the world

will never right your brain.

No morning is EVER worth chewing through those leather straps.

You can cry and cry and cry,

But don't ever expect a shoulder lent.

Scream all you want,

No one will ever hear.

Shed every drop of blood,

No one will remember.

You'll live out the rest of your days

ENTIRELY Unappreciated.

Love is a powerful drug

More so than any I've ever used

More intoxicating than alcohol

Makes you soar higher than any hit of acid

More fulfilling than any lover

Love has become my all-powerful master

I am Dracula's bride

He has taken my heart

Kept it captive - whether he means to or not

My heart aches when Master is not with me

Memories of him send tears running down my cheek

No wound runs too deep for him to heal

No burden is too big for him to help me bear



When I curl up to sleep,

His voice is the last sound I hear

His face is the last image in my mind

He haunts my dreams

Draws a wry smile across my face

Extracts my most intimate desires from my mind

Then lays them at my feet

To take and sate myself with as I please

His song wakes me

His darkness soothes my well-rested eyes

The cold of His touch sends chills down my spine

Up my thighs



He is my Master

He owns me

Now and forevermore

I am but another belonging

His property

A toy

A body to caress

With a heart to break



Love makes me bend to His will

Love makes me answer His every beck and call

Cater to His every whim



I love my Master

He loves me

Our love is eternal and unwavering

Cast in stone

Set before the night

On display for all to envy

For He has taken me in his blackest embrace once more

Then takes me to another realm

But I am safe

For He is with me

The sun's fiery grip on the sky begins to wane

The clouds seem to disappear and blend into the black

The moon's glow starts to show

And darkness falls

It's time to run inside little ones

Protect yourself from Darkness

The grip of Darkness is tight and fierce

It's claws will clench around your throat if you're not careful

Monsters and terrible things live in Darkness

This is when they come out and play

They've long nails and claws...

long, sharp teeth...

and an insatiable thirst.

They'll suck the blood from your veins.

Suck the marrow from your bones.

Some fly.

Others crawl.

Other still: jump from dream to dream,

infecting what's sacred within your head.

Protect yourself kiddies...

For Darkness falls

Look at the Pretty Children,

Lying in their beds

Fast asleep

pretty dreams fill their pretty little heads

Watch out pretty children

Danger lurks near

It's dark

It creeps

It's sly

And has sharp teeth

Hide Pretty Children

Yes...

Run and hide

Danger craves blood

And senses the warmth of yours

Your innocence sickens it

But It's hunger is too fierce

Each time Danger kisses your neck:

It's only to get closer to the blood it's hiding

Hiding deep within your veins

It craves the taste

The warmth

Danger licks your neck

Once

Twice

Softly lays kisses across your neck

Shoulders

Chest

Danger can resist no longer

It licks It's fangs

And indules

Sinking It's razor sharp fangs

Deep into your neck

Drinking

Sucking hard

Feeling your blood

Your warmth

Flood It's mouth

It becomes enveloped in the feeling

Of killing an innocent

It's mind retreats to another world

Then

When your body goes cold

Your blood stops its flow

Your heart stops its beat

It's mind will return to this dreaded mortal plane

It'll drop your body to the floor

As though you were diseased

Or a squashed bug

Then simply leave

Move on to It's next victim



Run Pretty Children

Run and hide

Danger lurks near

But do not fear

Death is inevitable

For every being

Yours shall be slow

Yet painless

After It's fangs penetrate your veins



Sleep Pretty Children

For you shall never again wake