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UTOPIST OR JUST IDEALIST?
04:49 Feb 24 2007
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i was just thinking about something. i am not really sure if i can express it in english... ( i hate this when i cant express myself!) i was thinking of idealism..and utopia. what makes an idealist characterised as an utopist? ideas differ from time to time.. some centuries ago people were not even believing in things that have become true nowdays!some ideals, some thoughts, beliefs, dreams and goals maybe considered as being impossible to accomplish. so, a person who just haves ideas that are not for his times, is considered as an utopist??? or just a man with a bright mind? i think we should be more openminded.

BAD THOUGHTS
01:44 Feb 24 2007
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(this paragraph was in my profile but i decided to put it in here,i have a lot of things in my profile,and maybe this is a reason why ppl dont read it!)





i dont know if i should really put this paragraph in my prophile but,at last,i did.here i'll put some thoughts or beliefs that i think that are not so right or good (but these ideas are subjective...).you may disagree with some or even all of these in here.but two people can't always agree or be the same!! if you think that something i say is so terrible please let me know.we can also discuss it.





People can lose control sometimes.get angry,pissed of,mad at somebody,disappointed,sad,or anything and lose all of the self discipline they probably have.humanity has been developed,we live in societies,having other people around us,and there are some ''rules'' that we should follow in every society.i am not the one who can say which rules (laws) are wright or wrong.it doesn't matter anyway.i also can't say which of them a person should follow/do or not.but there are some rules,some unwritten rules in everybody's minds,hearts and souls that they could never(or they never think to)break or dont follow.this depends on each ones beliefs on each ones morality.we see everyday a lot of people commiting terrible crimes,ok they could be terrible just to us and not to them.we see parents or anybody beating,thrashing,raping,killing children, debase, humiliate them or any weak and unprotected people (humans-they are all humans..)in any way we could imagine-and...not even imagine! for any reason that seems deserving for doing such an action.why should they-why should anybody be afraid?afraid to express themselves,be free,show that they are different (different race,religion,beliefs,or whatever). i hate these people.they believe that they have the right to destroy everything they don't want or like but there is no such right.and it never will be.in my country there is no death penalty (punishment-i dont know how to say this).maybe i can say that i dont want this to exist.why?? because in that way these monsters would be released quickly.. i know that all people have human rights.i am a person who believes that human rights should be innate (or inherent).but those who have already been unawared of the other's rights i think they dont believe in these rights...so why should we/or anybody give those rights to them?? i'll say just a sentence...''eye for an eye'' that is what they deserve.they deserve the same things that they've done.we are not in the middle ages but...i dont know,that is what i believe.i dont know who could be able to give these punishments to these persons...but somebody,someone surely exists. in some cases these persons could be their victims.but sometimes the actions are so terrible,so odious,so humiliating or frightening that even their victims have not the strenght or the courage to do them-this says it al....

MY BOOKS, MY THOUGHTS, MY PEOPLE, MY WORLD.....
02:45 Feb 16 2007
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i wanted to put here some names, as i did with my music favourites in my profile, of the people i have spent a lot of hours with.... i mean reading about them, their writings,thinking of all these.. i read a lot, i even read books about/by people i think that are not right,because i am not the kind of person who has an opinion about something without even knowing about it even a little.so i will put here a few people,even if they are not all right in my opinion, but you can gain a lot reading a book and then make your own opinion clear, when you can think and reject an opinion then you find which your beliefs and standings really are.you cant agree with all those you read.....even a person,cant be right in everything.i agree with the most of them in many parts but disagree in others.people i admire...i agree with..or just think they offered a lot even if they were not so right. anyway! take a look.welcome to my world......











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00:03 Feb 06 2007
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"NEMO ACCIPIT QUI NON LEGITIME CERTAVERIT"



time will show..........

...hm.....interests??
19:25 Feb 01 2007
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(i am really not good at headlines as you see lol) so lets start again....to be honest i dont have many to write in this section, as you might have understood up to now, my favourite section is ''spells'' where i have many paragraphs with subjects that i am interested in, such as religions (yes, all religions, lol its better to know what to avoid and dont let the others tell you the meaning of each thing or what is right or wrong), mysticism,hermaism, alchemy, magick, history and politics(but from a different point of view-i hate propaganda but when you can see the lies,it helps a lot to give you an idea of the real thing), philosophy (especially when its about all the above), ancient customs and beliefs,cultures.... as you see i have many interests, i read a lot about them,and i am in them(ok not in all of them of course). so this section is more about me but the others are more interesting in my opinion-but if you wanna read thoughts and ideas or see my photos thats ok!although i prefer the first one cause as i've told you,i hate when people wanna see just the pictures and ignore all the other things.that's why portfolios are here, for those lazy persons......

last entry.....
01:56 Feb 01 2007
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well this is the last entry for this month.......a month that passes very very quickly for me, i dont really know why. it was not an extraordinary month,although there were some days that i had been waiting for too long and finally they came. i was a little alone, but this time i chose that, i needed it. and i reallised how important to me are some people. i wanna thank them. when you know that some people love you as you love them,then you dont need so much.dont you agree? when you know you have someone,then that gives you courage and whatever the problems are, you can go on knowing that they are standing by you. they dont need to be many. sometimes it can be just one person. sometimes they dont have to tell you, you just know. they dont need to show you cause you've already seen. it's wonderful.