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We all believe that our mistakes r just holes in reality. And can be fixed. But the truth is, they can't. Whatever we have done sticks with us! If we snuck out of the house to see out love, it stocks with us! Especially if we get caught! What do parents expect us to do?! Let the dust be blown off by waiting while we bleed?! For heavens sake, it's the one person we've always truly loved, and there gonna take it away and expect us to be good, expect us to run into the parents arms, and hug them?? Don't they know the pain were in?? So what if u have done that or something else! They let us bleed until were insane out of our minds, and then ask why were acting the way we r! I thought I could be strong enough to endure this pain, But I can't anymore! Not what there doing! The bleeding, they need to stop causing. They think were the ones causing it... Well who's really tearing us apart now?!

How can I help this now? The world that I see is all jet black now. The ones who were close to me, the ones who birthed me, tore me down and took away the one I loved most and who was closest to me. He was my most beloved one. I love him so much. Now my heart is aching so bad, that it's bleeding so bad. The blood moves to the cuts on my skin. The blood rolls off But it means nothing. My soul turns dark as I will not see my beloved one for a long time. I have Never felt so broken hearted in all of my life. I cannot be in contact with my love. He has everything taken away. But most importantly, we got our hearts broken as if a dagger has been stabbed through us, and a big hammer has been smashed on it. The blood keeps rolling off, But it still means nothing... I lost everything.. But who can save me?