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am i feelin the love ?

another valentines day

and i'm happy to say

no



febuary 14th

is like the kiss of death

as far as love goes.

for me anyway



this year i think

i'll just love myself

and not fret over others feelings

that are subject to change,



and always do.





by martin

i liked the way

you took the blame.

the demon is you.

hey ... you said it.



I only listened



it's funny how,

and when

god steps in

and forgives our sins.



was he gentel nippy ?



he must have let you

whisper in your mothers ear

"please bring me home mama"

because that's where you will be.



where it all began.



ashes to ashes.

you've brightened our lifes.

dust to dust.

we'll carry you in our hearts always.



may gods grace carry you up.







by martin

COMMENTS

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martin
19:35 Feb 18 2012

in memory of

Whitney Houston

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POST COMMENT

this is not my world,

my world was replaced.

plexy-glass and collage grad screws,

and 12 step slang with a sprinkle of guilt.

ingrediants of doom.

so take your fucking opinion

and hop on your broom,

and fly the fuck out'a my hell.

i have enough shit in my way,

so just go away.





by martin

a get away

self induced peace

total release

no responsibility



i look down

and see my feet

toes over the edge

street far below



i take a deep breath

cool air fills my lungs

i gently close my eyes

and allow gravity



to do what gravity does



i pray for gods forgiveness



i slip into the water

with barely a splash

i should have been on the diving team

i swim towards the surface



the sounds of my childhood greet me

as i break the surface of the water

it's a sunny day in 1966

at the creston park swimming pool



everybody is there

i get out of the pool and run over to my dad

he towels me off and pulls a t-shirt over my head

i wave to my friends as we head for home together



like fathers and sons do



as gods grace shines





by martin