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niether dead or alive

i reach into her soul

to find the answers

to her existance



there are many questions

but the wall that protects her

reveals little about her soul

or the reason of the walls construction



many have tried to breach the wall

with no success

i strip off my armor

and penetrate the wall with ease



it's like i had never left ... but wait

what is this madness

her eyes mirror the pain and lonliness

of my own soul



i realize that i was the one behind the wall

and by taking a chance dropping my armor

allowed us to meet in the mirror of pain

behind our eyes



the answers i sought

she found in the mirror of my soul

and i discovered that pain bared

is pain shared



and lonliness departs





by martin

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lunaraven2
08:14 Jan 23 2011

beautiful ^v^

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my brain tells me the things

that i don't want to hear.

sensible, school smart shit

that won't matter in the end.



my heart on the other hand

cares only about my happines.

maybe a little too much,

and i follow it without question ...



like a blind dog.





by martin

the devils hands have been busy

molding my future.

mixed up broken dreams,

lust, and desire



are the clay of my demise



maybe if i pray to god,

god ... no god.

what would he do for me anyway ?

he allowed his son be crucified as he watched on.



where can i turn ?



isolation has been my way

of trying to outrun the demons of my past,

and now i find myself alone

in a sea of temptation.



with only myself to blame.



the devil is now building walls

from the clay of my lust, and desire.

six walls with no windows, or doors,

as i watch on



mesmerized by her beauty.



i find a strange feeling of kinship

when i look into her eyes.

she seems so alone ... like me.

i feel as though we are one.



as the spell is cast.



i try to touch her,

but she's out of my reach.

her beauty is intoxicating,

yet i know in my heart ... she will never be mine



it is not our time.



i need to walk away

before it's too late,

and the madness of the moment,

locks me away ...



in a box of clay.





by martin

it's jesus birthday

i wonder if he's happy today ?

pleased would probably be more like it

if there was something to be pleased about



seems to me

that clergy and retailers

not to mention parents and santa

have basterdized his special day



i wonder if jesus would do a commercial for toys r us ?

or endorse 10% for the church ?

maybe tell a little white lie to children

about flying riendeer and santa ?



jesus would i think try to find good in all this mess

jesus would i think be pleased if just one person

set all the personal greed aside

and simply said



happy birthday jesus





by martin

the sweet salt air

feels soothing on my skin

as i dance naked

in the moons noon sun



shadows cast off

from the fire of the flesh

contort into oblivion

accross the cool moist sand



i can still taste

the nectar of the sacrifice

on my lips

and on the lips of my lover and lord



the intoxication of the hunt

is now replaced with sexual desire

bloodlust to extasy

murders reward



hells light will rise soon

with the morning sun

where outside of the shadows

we will surely burn



the morning tide is rising

and soon our sins

will be washed out into the sea

from where mortal life evolved



or so they say





by martin

i liked the way

you said goodbye

then wrapped it in a pretty lie



now you want

to say hello

and wrap it in a pretty bow



i'ld like to

take you home again

maybe just start out as friends



but stupid is

as stupid does

and stupid isn't me



so take your bow

and take your lies

then you can



fuck off and die





by martin

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CosmicSerpentGuru
23:45 Dec 16 2010

ha! man i like that one

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imagine a prison

with no bars

no guards

and no possibility of parole



i'll call it depression

and it's a place i know well

locked away in my mind

my personal hell



i can't find a way

to escape from this place

no happy pill

puts a smile on my face



as life seems to flatline

i ask myself why

deaths hand won't take me

while inside i cry



i cry for tomorrow

i cry for today

and wish that this sentence

would just go away





by martin