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ok so here i am.... and here is my story



so i had been living with my ex for a while and it was going fine. he was ok but we fought all the time. he wanted me to do him some sexual favors. i blatently refused becase to make a long story short i hated the little fucker. he got mad. he is also bigger than i am. so that night when i finaly had gone to sleep he snuck into my room. i woke up with him on top of me and tryed to screem or move or something but he held me down. so i just layed there and let it happen i dont know why i did it but i did. i could feel nothing. i was numb. he finnished and left. and i layed there staring at the celing. once i could move and feel and think i was aflame with a blatent fury. i ran into his room and proceded to scratch and bite and hit and scream and curse...everything i could not do while he was having his way with me. i ended up knocking him out and grabbing some of my things and running out the door.i then stayed with my elder and i love him for it. he took me in and took care of me for a while. it was later that i found that i was pregnent. i hated myself and my ex with every fiber of my being. but this child i had to think of. i had lost a child before and could not loose another one. well i caried this child for two months before i had the miscarage...it was too much and i could not take it. so i atempted suicide. i took a bottle of sleeping pills and went to sleep hoping never to wake up again. well seeing as i am here today i did not sucsede. ha no i did not. i woke up in the hospital and they sent me to rehab and i am ok now. and i learned somehting. it was something that a woman said to me in the clinic..



"all is ok nothing is broken"



basicly everything will be ok in the end and it is



my ex is in prison i have my own apt. i am a helthy young vibrent vampiric female ready to face the night.