Blood drops are falling.
From my broken skin.
Hate fills me up. Just like the knife sinks in.
The falling blood makes me dizzy.
And hate myself more.
I stab the knife into my chest.
Wishing that my pain would end.
But as the darkness settles in.
All my pain begins again.
The blood stops falling.
I’m bandaged up.
I wake in a bed.
In a room I know so well.
Weeks go by.
They feel like years.
And I hate my self more.
Than any one knows.
I cant open up.
I won’t let any one in.
Because when I do.
It all begins again.
Faceless monsters are following me.
Coming for my soul.
They want me dead.
They want me to die.
They think I am afraid.
But to them that’s a lie.
For I feel no fear.
For they do not scare me
I lure them into the ally and cut each of there heads off.
Then I fall to the ground gasping for breath.
Apparently I had just killed my past self.
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