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Ok people so here goes this is an update on the situation with erinyes so lets begin first off when i posted that i should not have done so in anger things just got misconstrued and that is my fault the simple truth is i had a falling out with her based off of something she did now am i going to people and running my mouth NO this is not highschool and i will not act that way second while we may have not ended on the best terms will i not not talk to those who are friends with her yes i will telling people you can't talk to this person or that is just immature and frankly childish i also want to add that while i have not been on here long that i can't expect you to trust me i get that and thats fine i didn't post that to attack and the way i said it did come across that way and i was wrong for that sometimes in the heat of things u word things in a bad mannor so that being said let us just say that at the end of the day things happen and not everyone will get along and leave it at that but i will in a way apologize to her for not that i said that she did something bad to me and expressing my feelings btw again it had nothing to do with her putting me in her coven what i do owe her an apology on is how i said it i should have worded it better and i also would like to take the time to apologize to her friends i get that you want to stick up for your friends but we are all over 12 so all i ask is that you understand their is often more to things than you realize that's all now i hope this puts things to rest i will no longer be posting about this nor will i have beef with anyone i will not downgrade you or any petty shit like that as ive been out of highschool for some time now lets just end this and respect each other and get along as ive met so many wonderful people and enjoy this site i hope each member on here has a good night and sleeps well

Rest in peace uncle fred u were like a father to me i could allways turn to you for anything we spent many hours in your back yard playing on the swing set and you reading dr. Suess to me lol you may be gone but you will never be forgotten i know you are with aunt Pauline now probably pickin at her as usual lol i love you and i will miss you im glad i got to see you before u passed and bring you your favorite catfish and greens and cornbread with mac and cheese you were so happy :-)!

I just want to take this moment to shout out the most amazing group of people their in the mentor group the watchers they are the most lovely kind people who know what true friendship and family is about you could not meet better people if you tried if you are looking for a mentorship join them u wont be just another thing you will be a friend and family member the head of the group is glacial moon i could not state enough what a wonderful person she is she deserves an award for being awesome these people will be my family forever!

Iet me share a bit about me first off im no angel i have my good qualities and things i wish i didn't have but those are things i work on one of the things some people may not like about me is that i am very blunt and some think that makes someone a bitch but you know at the end of the day i speak my mind and i dont belive in bs someone if i like someone i stand by them through hell and high water if someone fucks me over i will say something about it another fault is that my heart is so bigi tend to trust people i should not and even though they may do me wrong its my fault partially as well for trusting them im just a small town girl with a big heart at the same time i have done things i am not proud of but one thing i am proud to say is I stand on my own i dont expect anyone to fight my fights for me or play the victim when i have done things wrong i have in the past when i was younger and in highschool but a large part of growing up is maturing so if i do shit that is wrong i man up so to speak and address it i am also impatient tempermental and emotional but thats what makes me who i am i am also strong ive had to be because i was bullied when i was younger and that is what gave me a back bone so im not meek little take shit from anyone amanda im not the let me walk all over her and she wontdo or say anything to stand up for herself not anymore i am strong kind fierce powerful and loyal as fuck I may not be an angel but i am shure as hell proud of what i hav learned so far and how i have grown

For all the love and support i get thank you your all like family to me and have my back through thick and thin as i do yours #rideordie this online world is such a strange one lol you get the opportunity to meet the most truly lovely people ever the ones who know the value of true frienship and are true and loyal of course you know you do meet some bad apple to but this is not about that this is in dedication to you lovely people you all know who you are you are all examples of beautiful souls i love you all admire you all and will stand with you all i hope you never forget how special you are and keep smiling and loving yourselves as much as i love you big hugs all around

Quote to give you a pep in the step from miss fierce herself christina auguilera"They call you a bitch and other horrible things for speaking your mind and making your thoughts and feelings known but it wont matter what you say about me because i will rise above it and im still going to do what i do say what i say and feel what i feel when they come swinging i swing harder" yesss girl you get an applause for that thats why i love her shes awesome!!!! Meeting her is definitely on my bucket list!!!

Going through my old family photo album and thinking about how wonderful my grandmother was such a kind and sweet lady my best friend how wonderful it is to have someone to allways be their to give great advice for those of you feeling sad or alone remember these words if someone is saying untruths about you then they have nothing better to do with their lives than talk shit and cut someone down have pity on them because at the end of the day their the ones to feel bad for also some people you would think grow up after high school sadly thats not true lol some actually act like their in pre k lol and lastly remember this and this is very important even if someone is unkind to you be kind to them anyone can get down on someones level but it takes a true classy woman or man to act mature and walk allways choose class over crass because if you get on someone elses level youd be just as bad as them

My experience on this site so far is their are alot of super nice people who i carw about very much then their are a few ass holes who love to bully and start drama but if you let those few keep you from meeting all the wonderful people here then you gotta give it a shot dont let ass holes and immature people ruin your experience their will be drama their will be people who get butt hurt and shit but don't let it bother you have fun and make friends positivity will reign supreme remember spread love

First off how i feel about someone is how i feel my experiences are my experiences not everyone is going to like everyone end of story you dont like me i dont give ashit i offend you by how i feel about what someone did to me tough shit i am the nicest person but i dont tolerate being fucked over end of story get your facts straight first ok im not bad mouthing someone cuz they got me in their coven im telling my experience with this individual you dont have to believe me but i know im telling the truth if that hurts your feelings fuck it i dont care

Ladies and gentlemen disclaimer before you proceed this is a warning about my experience with this person yours may be different but im simply stating that she was not a good friend and did some bavk stabbing and bad things to me so because of that i am posting this watch out for erinyes she is an abusive member who is fake and misleading she doesn't even deserve to be on here do not trust her by any means and for those who might question no its not catyness its real experience i had with her and she is horrible but again i state this is my experience see for yourself but of you find out im right then i tried to warn you but make up your opinion yourself

First lets talk about role players they make me sick and they have no idea what they are playing as they have no idea what its like to be a v. Second lets talk about hlv shall we they can also be frustrating now before you send me hate mail i am not saying all of them just some some who think that being born craving blood makes you a v. It does not you are just a person with a medical condition. Third the people who claim to be reincarnated vampires now some and i do stress some are reincarnated but most who are true are turned now by that i don't mean the way hollywood glamorizes the process their is nothing sexy or glamorous about being turned that is why it is not practiced much anymore only by ones who wish to keep a loved one with them forever so they have company and if you try and ask me how i kmow all this dont bother its none of your business unless you would like to offer to help me with what i am seeking