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wont be long now...



begginig to justify it all





cant deal with this anymore.....its all gone





what reason is there.

the ggod thing is..I will pay dearly for the loss of my family



no one to blame but myself.......it is unbearable the pain, the thoughts of the one you love in the arms of an other....nothing I can do....kill them both? who would that serve?





letting go is the hardest thing in life and I am naive............

it is enough





time does not stop

I will die now



goodbye to those who follow in my steps for life,,,,is....hell



I am ....weak

what does it mean?



I have loved with all of my heart and soul...and still evil wins



I know now I will never meet an other....it is my destiny to suffer



the bad thing is we all live this life over and over again..so how to we stop the cycle?



my heart is open my love is waiting to share...but humans are cold and heartless...suffering is what I will learn while I am here

Well its been 12 days.....since it all fell a part.....never seen it coming...should have known..all I do is work...I do know a good weight loss program....have a lover leave you..its been 12 days and I have lost 14 lbs......my sons suffer because of this...I will pay dearly at the end of life for this





Perhaps I can make a friend or to..but I have never asked anyone for anything in my life.This is a different time.

I wish to live but it is be coming more difficult each day....the sad part is no one would notice if I cease to exist......and it is all my fault

7 days.....no one knows.......she left me



11 years... for what?



HER NEW CAR.......YEAH wright....dont get me wrong/////

I am a bad man



never drank....never hit my kids or wife...but I cared more about money than love



all is gone.. 37 yrs old all is fucking lost

my fault... come home from work... ignore wife worry about bills more than her.....she leaves///



worry more about paint, gutters, . lawn, life, sun rise ,moon rise, rain ,snow ,heat, cold



and she will eave you for a younger and be as heartless and cold as the devil him self and no one will help

this is the day you fucking soul dies ...and it hurts because no one on earth gives a shit





evil am I but at least spelled backwards it says live