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"evil spelled backwards is LIVE" I want to live.....
CHOOSE YOUR WORDS CAREFULY PERSIAN ...FOR YOU SHALL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE ....THIS IS SPARTA , 6'1 195 hazel eyes.....my weakness is my eyes shine into my soul....for any one who is looking can see.......it is regretable...Ihave been used.....trying to change that
Los of self identity
hatred of greed for a I am a victim
large haert wiating for the one true
wounds to deep to heal
enjoy suffering .....utmost
believe in Christ and his powers.....believe in Lucifer.but not over me for Iam the greater one
waiting for the end of man
hoping forone day of rest......peace from myself
surrounded by sheep.......everyone is asleep
My only love now is an M-4 waiting for retribution against all of mankind
Please under 18 DO NOT CONTACT......LIFE IS HELL AS IT IS DONT RUSH IT
In the end who does it matter to?
Who do we serve?
In a line of infinite time .....how long is a human life?
If the infinite number is zero and G-d is infinite does G-D exist?
Iam.......losing ..........my ................soul..........
I wish I could die....I mean I wish I could leave what I know behind......and start over, a new life.....so far I have made every mistake there is......who has the answer? Is that to much to ask?.....Must I suffer this?.....Suicide....I want but if it does not matter why do it?
I want hope, I want to believe....where is she?......where can I find peace?.......Am I that bad a man? I must be.....Im tired...Iam close to the end.....all is well....no one will care......goodbye my love ...good bye
Looking for a woman who is not a fraid to be a woman...............a , screamer if you will,......For I will die trying to please her.
Favorite movie: SOLARIS...if you have seen it you will understand
also the film: 300, it personafies who I am
can not except the life Im given.....struggling to survive I want to drown....it is the esiest way to go
yahoo messenger....nevermore12000
whole sale destruction, body bags and fire.....Dr Detroit
Lycans,? or vampire? Ilove them both......iam screwed
I own no tv.....I read no news paper I wish to think of here and now........enough hate in the world as it is.....I will not be influe ced wishin g for for a black hole......all would be knew again and life would be fresh.........
I have but loved one women in my life....not many, I am not a pig that gloats on how many......I....have.....loved one...............and forever shall I love but the one,,,,I will die a proud man for this.....
every other I fear shall be for pleasure I am deeply sorry for my dead heart
sorry if I seem rude.....................I love sex in the mourning when I can see the shape of the women, when I can see her skin, I love her for what she is, and how she looks at me and how I can see her trust in her eyes ONLY THEN DO I KNOW SHE IS GIVING ME HER SELF , ONLY THE DO I LET GO AND LOVE. AND GIVE MY SOUL TO HER
tonight I die.........................May Christ forgive me........
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