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I feel alone in some distant empty universe right now. My tears creating stars around me

But the only star that I've ever really wanted was you

And then as I laid my eyes upon you for the first time it felt as though the world itself shook

Then as you hugged me again my world shook for the second time

Then as we kissed I felt the world disappear and then as I opened my eyes I realized we transcended into something more





Not sure what this is. Just something I thought about as I laid here in bed.

I just can't help but talk about you and the amazing person that you are every single day. I often wonder if you talk about me, and if you think about me in the same way. I wonder what you feel when you're thinking about me. How often do you think of me? Is it as much as I think of you?



As I sleep your name crosses my mind when typically my sleep is as empty as a desolate plain. I wake at the thought of your name nowadays. This is alien to me. Why am I feeling this way? As I talk to you I wish I could hear what you say, but alas this distance has begun to leave me in disarray. With every inch of distance between us I feel more agony in an a hardly bearable kind of way



Where will we be in a month and a half from now? Together I hope. You're afraid you'll hurt me, I'm afraid you'll break me, because all of a sudden I feel as though you have started to complete me. So sudden so fast, I wonder why it's happened so fast. It struck me like lightening some where in my soul.



*I just wrote what I am feeling. I don't know if this is poetry, but I needed to get it out. There is so much building up right now.*

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KarminaTheDarkAngel
05:01 Jun 06 2012

:) Its so sweet so beautiful .. someone is very very lucky :)

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Bones
05:01 Jun 06 2012

Nope. ;P

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KarminaTheDarkAngel
05:02 Jun 06 2012

told you Id use my tissue !

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Crash and burn these walls down

Leave them to smolder on the ground

expose thy soul to this harsh world that I fear

Show me what the world beholds

I dare say teach me of what love is

Take me and hold me now in this warming ocean that we seem to be floating in

Help me hear these other worldly sounds

Your voice as the soothing crash of waves

The warmth of the water pulsing with the rhythm of our hearts

And the ocean breeze as though the many times that we'll take our breaths away

Lets swim into each others abyss as to become lost in each other.

Yes, lets explore this new world and what it has to offer

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KarminaTheDarkAngel
18:27 Jun 03 2012

I like this one ! Nice work :)

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I don't like having to bottle my feelings like this,

but here I am doing it.

I am always afraid.

Afraid of everything,

terrified of your next move as well as mine.

Always afraid that I'll fumble the ball,

or maybe for some unknown reason you to make a final move,

the defining blow to kill part of my soul.

You leave me terrified, trembling, wondering about my future.

Yet I want nothing, but to spend time with you.

In some way shape or form it relieves me,

relaxes me, it makes me happy.

I know I can do better for you.

I know I can be better for you.

As long as you give me that chance,

I will wine you, dine you, and treat you to real romance.

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KarminaTheDarkAngel
17:58 Jun 03 2012

Beautiful ...no worries it will work out stay positive :)

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Keira
19:41 Jun 03 2012

Always feel like this too... but positive is love ^_^

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