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Fuck just to feel.



Bleed just feel like you’re alive.



I know you’re sorry.



But sorry doesn’t cut it any more.



It kills now.



Like cancer,



One lie becomes another.



And now it’s taken over.



Smoke so you cough.



Keep coughing.



Now you know you’re breathing.



Take another breath, just to make sure.



Haha.



You’re fine.



No you’re not.



Masturbate, give yourself something to do.



Watch TV



Pretend life is going on…



Ashtray full of cigarettes.



You want to change yourself again.



Never good enough.



You’re too much like everyone else.



Cut your hair,



Change the colour of your eyes,



Everyone loves them too much.



Become everything, everyone ever hated in you,



Just to spite.



Just because you can.



Apologize,



And don’t change.



Because sorry is good enough for them.







~rea

Keep yourself well groomed,



So that you fall into a label.



Smile all the time, so everyone knows you’re happy.



Don’t eat, avoid obesity.



Happy America,



Wonderful America.



Cracked up whores at 14.



Alcoholics at 12.



Buy the expensive boots,



So people don’t suspect you mother is in debt.



Wear the right clothes, hide the right scars,



Date the right people,



Get into the exclusive clique called :



“Who gives a fuck? We do we do!”



And do as you’re told.



Check your “friends” pockets, and if nothing is there;



Check you back.







Make sure your hair is shiny, or so curly it’s plastic….



Wear so much perfume,



We can smell you in the class you just left….



Chain smokers at 16.



Binge drinkers at 13.



Hide yesterday’s make up with todays,



And put on a different face.



But nothing inside you has changed.











~rea

c'mon baby,

just one more time....

hug,kiss, goodbye.





c'mon, just one more day

just another day.

pound the meat,

love yourself

take off your skin for the one you love,

you hava a beautiful sculpture.



c'mon baby,

just one more time.

your skeleton has a heavenly glow.

bleed the dream,

cry the scream,

come home to me.



c'mon baby,

just one more time..

hug, kiss,goodbye...

~rea

pretty little people.

morphine-acid trips,

every single one of them.

nymphos, necros,

getting sicker down the line.

it's all coke in the end.

wake up call,

porn star down fall...

play with me! play with me!

candy canes,

razor blades.....

bed sheets,

cum.

how come?

why not.

pull the trigger...

*click*

*boom*

haha,

you're silly.



(c) rea