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it seems that i have a few years in the hell hole of md that i am in now. even though i know some people i don't think i can call any of them friends. i find it that i will only find what i want in a few years whan i finish my cpa and ready to move back to ny... with my luck i'll have to start it all over again there too.



i was thinking of moving around to different cities and countries just to see how it is but i don't think I'll enjoy it unless i have people to chill with already.



the feeling of friendship and not having them close hurts so much... and of course noone cares about the "new kid"

i hate moving around i find myself hoping for friends and stuff like that i realize its going to take time to meet people... although i know some people none of them trust me. one of them bitches that there is drama following her and well i think at this point.



i would rather have my friends bitch and complain to me rather then not talk to me. i would rather have new people complain to me and make me feel welcomed rather then no one caring

so i had to use my good leach to get the dog that ran away today. i think it fits cause my last slave want worth keeping i think when i find a new one i'll get a new leach.