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"One could interpret someone not really being there as lonely experience-- especially when there have been so many losses, and silent wonderings if anyone was ever really there. But without needing to hold my attention there, just being with the sadness , with a sense these personal losses, appreciating the relative nature of this reality. A wholehearted attention feels like the nurturing presence that I always wished in a way that I had in a parent. Now I am free to be there for myself in a way that I assumed I needed from someone else. The sadness dissolves as anew realization dawns: people com and go. Awareness is unchanging."