I've been really ill since last Thursday evening with food poisoning. Today is actually the first day I feel back to what I consider normal. I haven't really eaten much, that hunger hasn't been there, and then couple that with a complete distrust of food right now, it's been miserable. On Thursday Logan's mom was also taken to the ER, and it isn't great news. So that's been constantly on my mind. It's such a horrible feeling to not be able to do anything for the person you love. I can't even be there with him right now. It just feels like, with everything going on in the world, that this year is not going to be a great one. It was supposed to be our beginning, the move, getting set up in our own home, I don't know what's going to happen now. And that's put me in a pretty dark mental space. I don't know... Everything has just gone to shit since January 20th.
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