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Shes happy and outgoing

optomistic and carefree

while deep inside shes dying

of things on one else can see

shes been broken and shattered

and shot down again and again

she can barely stand on her own two feet

'doesnt thinik she'll make it in the end

She laughs instead of crying

doesnt know how to handle her pain

Thoughts always screaming in her head

Doesnt believe shes sane

Grabs another needle

stick that stuff in her vein

It doesnt last forever

but for a moment it stops her pain

She wakes up the next morning

with sores and bloodshot eyes

at school her classmates stare and whisper

She wishes she could cry

But that stuff she takes has shut her down

made her numb inside

She walks through the day

oblivious and without a clue

She had a friend but now she knows not who

She survives the day

although she knows not how

SHe makes it home with a single though in her head

'what now?'

She collapses on her bed

her stuff sprawled across the floor

She lies there motionless

She cant take this pain anymore

She lifts up her hand

and reaches into her drawer

Pulls out a knife and sits up on her bed

'one slit and its over' flashes through her head

She closes her eyes and tightens her grip

and this thought, it doesnt slip.

She runs the blade across her wrist and opens her eyes

She watches the blood run down her arm

and shes so happy now, shes starting to cry

'Goodbye' she whispers as she melts down on the bed

its over now, a girl who's pain noone could mend

welcome to,

The Beginning of the End~