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my saddened soul has been shattered and left behind with the rest of me; i, myself, am only rotted bones. thinking slowly now, of all the things i've done to deserve this life. but as i think, i start to find that if there is some one above my worthless life.... they hate me!! :) oh well i guess. i'll show them.

no time anymore!!! im always at school and i don't have time for myself. GRRR!!!!

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Stranger
10:54 Aug 16 2011

Enjoy school while you can. :P

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hellkid
00:58 Aug 17 2011

will do. ^_^

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Stranger
01:07 Aug 17 2011

Before you know it'll be over and you'll miss it.

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hellkid
01:16 Aug 17 2011

i've heard, being a freshmen is hard.

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TheArtistRose
11:19 Aug 18 2011

Naw, once you get the hang of it, you'll do well.

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hellkid
15:12 Aug 19 2011

thank you.

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my head is so confused!! i love him, but i can't have him; he loves me, but doesn't want me. i like other people, but i don't want the other people. i need to focus on school, but i can't focus on school. i love to see him, but i can't bear to see him. i also can't stand the fact that i get all the attention in the world, but no attention at all!!! they look, but don't listen....so instead i fake a smile and act as if it's all ok when in real life, it's not. WHAT DO I DO!!! I HATE MY LIFE, but do i really?? I DON"T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE!!!

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darkninja
03:35 Aug 09 2011

ahem, Rushell, its not that i dont want you, its that i cant have you, its complicated, but know that i do love you

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hellkid
18:20 Aug 10 2011

ok.

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RiotGirl69
04:23 Aug 13 2011

what's goin on?

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hellkid
10:38 Aug 16 2011

its hard to explain.

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Stranger
10:54 Aug 16 2011

O.o

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boredom is something i seem to encounter a lot... also today started out great i got to go to my step- uncle and relax in a hot tub, but when i got home i got to hear my mom and step-dad yell at jade(my little sister.) like always it starts fun then goes down hill from there. :(

i am as bored as a...... i don't even know!!! but yeah, i am still mad!!! i guess i'm a little happy though.

hello world of the poetry people, i have come to tell you all that read my journal that my life really does SUCK!!! i found out that the boy that cheated on me didn't move to Arizona, ACTUALLY he's at my school!!! also i can't see the people i love, ANDD i also feel sad, mad, happy, ANDD DOUBLE DEPRESSED!!! do i deserve this, or is someone out to get me. i mean are you seriouse!?!?! WHAT DID I DO!!!