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it kills me when i think about it its sadning to picture you in pain. theres nothingthat would ever change the way i feel and no one will ever take your place. its bondage the wya you torcher me but i love how you've kept me on me knees.collapsing on your naked stomach im so weak without you..

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SeducesU
10:20 Jan 25 2009

Love it...

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under your spell haunted by your face tattooed an image of barbed wire and lace.web of deception give me abrasions. i want to feel you i want to kill.. you had it comming you had it comming on you had it comming should be written on your headstone.. your sileutt under the mantle your saddist smile painted on my lips your pale flesh and your heatbeat there always calling ,there always calling me the thorn thats in my side resembles you.this hole that is my life is here,here becuz of you (right) you had it coming you had it comming on, you had it comming should be written on you headstone..

You want you need me then why would you leave. you turned something precious into something wrong.your friends they mislead you. your voices decieve you did you think that i wont move on.......fuck you for all of bullshit all your drama and fucking games fuck you for ever believing that you could love anyone beyond youreself.....so now that your listing and have your attention theres a couple things i'd like to say if cant have and if i cant stab you then why wont you please goaway....you runaway from simple complication and put the wieght on me you'd rather hide than face your obligations how easy life must be when your sheltered.....

your cold no nothing gets to you with frozen smile you tore my heart into your souls gone from all the hate inside so your lifes gone well so is mine...........your lost cant find your way home so you hate everything you feel and it pushes you away from everything you know just to be the one who crawls on their knees screaming give it back but the only sound you hear is your voice screaming back at you...so anger is all you know you think you have to hate just to make it go you keep saying my lifes so bad but never thinking of what you have..you feel that theres no hope inside this place...but here i stand waiting in vien for your embrace....

I wish i'd stayed asleep today feels better to be dead than alive. so many demons i hide cant confide so empty inside. this is the way i lose gonna be lonely..... cant fight the way i feel so i numb it all by taking pills to get away. cant take much more of this life this screaming all the time my eyes start to bleed............step inside my mind and you will see that this hole is me so cold and dead dont know who i am or what will become of me...gone so far sometimes i cant trust myself my worlds on fire leaving ashes now theres nothing left...

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SeducesU
10:23 Jan 25 2009

I've felt like this before...

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Im crossing out all the names on this list that haunt me now, questioning the reasons that we pray do you define yourself some other way or do you walk on broken glass..were better off excepting what were born to do dont turn it off live until the day you are through....its waiting it cant be stopped its waiting for me and you.. you cant deny this pressence that is always chasing you its pushing you away from who you are trying to run but wont get very far your headed towards a deadly kiss. were better off excepting what were born to do dint turn it off live until the day you are through ..its waiting it cant be stopped its waiting for me you...death is waiting its waiting for you death is waiting its for me .....its waiting here for you..

they all fall down to their knees when they pray. they all see their light in their own way..................thye take your life from inside and watch as you slip through the cracks no more running its time to take your life its time to take it back....now they come running back , they come running back when all is gone and nobodys home they come running back...they all cime back. they watch you die and laugh out loud while your slippnig away, no more running its time you take your life its time to take it back now...they come running back when all is gone and nobodys home they come running back they all come back..nobody will save u nobody will save you..they all fall down they all fall to their knees screaming so loud no more broken promises but we are the the ones left with nothing...

you dont have to say a word your eyes speak for you. but never loud enough to break my heart..never let your eyes decieve you .you dont know what lies beneath you.you can break through another day..youre right youre eyes fade anyways..when all hope is gone burned up and dried no life left inside you dont belong here anymore...........................come on just one more try just one more sparkel in your eyes just one more chance to save me again.never let your eyes decieve you ..you dont know what lies until you let me in....youre right your eyes fade anyways when all hope is gone burned up and dried no life left inside you dont belong here anymore........................hearts turning grey eyes start to cant wash away whats left inside.............youre eyes fade

im alive so i thought that everytime i feel my life is right it just gets torn apart. go insane from the pain i swear i thought i heard you say that you felt alive again but .................................................evrything will die i tried to stay i tried to save your life. but everything will die . i tried to stay i tried to save a life.. why cant you see this world that i call mine its filled with hate inside when you and i collide. and im so blind i didnt see you running far away from me.. i guess were far from nothing........................everything will die i tried so stay i tried to save you life when everything will die i'll try to stay i'll try to save your lfe..................were far from nothing ,from nothing again were so far from nothing from nothing again..i couldnt me you stay i couldnt set you free i couldnt save your life so were far from nothing ....so far from nothing again...

im always running from you it doesnt matter how far i get your eyes burn through me . this picture isnt perfect but nothing ever is as long as you with me i'll seal it with a kiss. i want you to save me. come on and save me cuz in our lives we hurt and cry....your always running from me and every breath that you have inside i want to breathe in. this pictures never perfect but no ones ever is as long as you are with me i'll seal it with a kiss..cuz you can save me come on and save me cuz in my life i hurt and cry.. no nothings ever right no nothings ever is right no nothings ever for me...