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finally i thought it would never come halloween the world is the devils play ground today!!! and the school is mine. today i am going around and beating the crap out of all the preps and posers today i don't care how much trouble i get in it is happening!!! and nobady can stop me!!! not even the people i love most! but i am afraid that it will go too far someone might get hurt bad!! and sent to the hospital but if that does happen to anybody it will be the girl that did it to me last year. kadie Decarr sent me to the hospital last year with a minor concution and today is the day for pay back!!! i have to go!!!

my mom and i are fighting on and off everyday!!! yesturday we got in a fist fight! i was afraid to hit her though because she has been having problems with her back. she doesn't understand wht it is like to be a teenager in these days!!! she only knows how it used to be and she doesn't understand anything anymore!!! i hate her sometimes but it proves that i love her when i don't hit her!!! it proves that she hates me when she slams me against the wall and won't stop hitting and slapping! maybe i will run away with my friend terry i don't know all i know is that i don't want to live a life of misery and pain for the rest of my life bacause of her neglect and never being fair! this may be my first and last journal entry of my old life in new york i will start a new one in ************, i can promise all of you that!!!