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i feel if i were trapped in the dark

no light no sound no feelings nothing

the only thing i feel like i have left is my feelings and i wonder some times

am i living or am i dead

i never thought i would have to deal with

so much at this age

but i guess whatever doesnt kill me

will make me stronger

but this life of mine is trying to kill me

and no one can stop it

i dont think i even can

and i hate it

and well what do

i do with this damned life.

when i look at you

i think about all the pain i went though

when i look at you

i look at all the good times too

when i look at you i

relized i still love you

when i look at you

i'm wondering if you love me too

when i look at you

hopeing we will be together again soon

i sit here in the dark

thinking to myself were should i start

i sit here with this blade

wondering if i should make the same mistake

as i begin to cut

i wonder if i should stop or not

as this pain runs away

i relized my fears and dreams are draining from me

i poll away this bloody blade

and now my fears have gone away

now i sit in this dark room

hopeing my fears dont come back soon

this is a rose for the one i love

the one i love i think is the one

he took away all my pain and fear

until that fateful year

that year was so so sad

thats when my pain and fears came back

i thought that was the end of my days

when he threw me away

so i went my own ways

until one rainy day

i sew this guy

he new i was alive

this was truly love at first sight

and i think he was the one guy

so i give a rose for the one i love

the one i love i think is the one

when you gave me that kiss that night

i thought i was flying up to the sky

that kiss was so loveing

i relized i was alive

that kiss was so worm from the heart

i new we were going to be together right from the start

after the kiss of life was done

my pain and fears were all gone

after you left me at the door

i love this guy for ever more

when you gave me that kiss that one night

i new i was flying up to the sky.

i sit here in my room

thinking what to do

i sit here with the blade of death

cuting so deep until it is red

as this red water falls to the ground

then i no it is time to go

as i fall to the cold cold floor

i no my fears are no more

as my life passes me by

i no my life is over so our me worries

as i lay here and die

i bag you please do not cry