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day in and day out as we go to group

addicts of all kinds make this recovery soup

the flavors a variety: alcohal, weed, coke, meth

change of life is necessary, the other end is death

we look inside and analyze, desiring a soul search

like young birds to leave the nest, precariously perched

looking at the world through young, new eyes

scanning the horizon. our maps now devoid of lies

we make our way into the world

prepared to run, each obstacle hurled

and set our sights on a future destination

our goal, our will centered on abstination



understanding where i've been

is the first step in where i'll go

aware of what to do and when

my future begins and now i know

the path i chose begins right here

my goals obtained by my sheer will

desires attained, i am now void of fear

i taste of life, i drink my fill

my life begins now, i shall succeed

i follow my own path, but from here on i lead



i sit here upon my bed and ponder on the life i led

remembering times alive in my past

and try as i might i still cant understand

why they couldn't last

things were simple though my nature changed it complex

my outlook on life and view of the future

became concave and convex

to continue this way, a tribute to insanity

to prove that i was wrong

a test of my vanity

pride makes us stubborn, hard headed to boot

life is about change, this i wont refute

but to one who cherishes control

the change that happens when not looking

is no console

so i lay here and accept

the change time has done to me

and vow to exert control

and direct my own destiny

when the creator made man, he gave us free choice

to choose good or choose evil...

he gave us that voice