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06:01 Aug 06 2006
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Well Im not always the best at journaling, nor writing in fact.... But I have a journal none-the-less.
My life is a chaotic mess... My mom just went into remission for cervical cancer, bone cancer, a lot of skin cancer and lymphoma. And now she has lupus...
Plus I may have skin cancer on my neck... I am getting that checked/removed within the next two weeks.
My sister is an emokid at 10 years old... at nine she was contimplating suicide...now she has two ulcers located on her stomach, and she worries about everything.
My other sister may have blood problems, due to the fact that when she was born she had three holes in her heart...Plus shes SuperBitch.
Then my dad, well he an asshole that didnt even know I was fifteen untill my sixteenth birthday- now Im sixteen and some odd months (over six) and he thinks im fifteen most of the time. Plus he has degenerate discs disease, so his joints are slowly wearing down.
So my family is a mess mentally and physically.
Im not as bad, but I am pretty messed up.
I am allergic to most things out there... in the spring Im not really supposed to go outside it is so bad. Im allergic to beef(worst case in california to date- i was studied as a child) This pretty much caused me to be a vegitarian- especially after i found out what they actually did to the animals. I also have a problem with self image, dating back to middle school and a bully.
I recently came out of the closet- which was something i had to deal with meantally every day of my life... I even had around 5 boyfriends just to prove my heterosexuality to others, and myself. So I was a bit screwed up in the head about that- and Ive known since I was ten years old.
then when i was... eleven or twelve my grandmother died in the room next to me... I felt her go and everything.... She died of Leukiemia- her wish on her death bed was for my mom to get a spot checked out....three months later my mom had the cousin to luekiemia- lymphoma....
Yeah... thats about my life story...
Im sorry if you actually did read it.... its long and boring.
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