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They're becoming easier and easier to make. Some things I'd given up on are coming true for me. I've met the man I want to spend the rest of my life with, and the prospect of having children has come into my life with him. I'd all but given up on being a mom.



Why do I bring this up you ask? I'll tell ya why. Last month we had a little "scare". I was late and as I waited the 3 min. for the pregnancy test to give me my results the logical part of me said, "This is just not the right time. Everything is so up in the air." and my heart said, "Please be a plus sign." After the time was up I had to figure out some other reason why I was late but, the disappointment, even with all the reasons as to why this isn't the right time, I wanted to be pregnant.



The future hubby and I discussed it today. I hadn't told him how disappointed I was. Come to find out he was disappointed too. The discussion came down to, I don't want to wait anymore. I don't want to wait until after we get married. I want my family to continue to grow. His response, "I've just been waiting for you to say when."



I'm excited and a touch scared but, I'm as ready as I'm ever going to be. Wish us luck! :)

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Vampirewitch39
00:24 Oct 29 2010

:) Good luck to you both.

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Elemental
13:02 Oct 31 2010

May you get what you both want...:)

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MasterPhoenix
20:01 Oct 31 2010

I will be here for you for as long as I have breath in my lungs...I love you now and forever.

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sPerAnZa
06:16 Nov 21 2010

We started a little earlier than we had planned but its the greatest joy I've ever felt and I thank God every day for this tiny miracle in my womb that I can have all to myself for a few months.

I will pray and wish all I can with my heart for you to know this joy. :) I thought my life was complete, then I learned of my Sarah and now, I don't know how I felt whole without her.



Good luck!!!

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NocturnalMistress
03:44 Jan 07 2011

Good luck!!

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I'm staying with a friend down here in Florida until we get on our feet. She has 3 kids ages 13, 5, and 4. I just gave the two "little" ones pudding cups. I forgot how funny it is to give kids pudding. They get it all over their faces and have a grand ol' time doing so.



Now, I just have to figure out if I can getting the chocolate pudding out of the 5 yr old's favorite Hello Kitty shirt....oops. :p